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| BrownIedMissJ (profile) wrote, on 9-23-2003 at 5:03pm | |
| Music: nothin Subject: pretti good for it not to be that good of a day |
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| Ok so here we go. Today just was ment to make me feel bad. Ok so today i missed the bus this mornin. I thought i had a lot of time to do whateva so i was usin it. Unfortunately i used to much of the time i didn't have and missed the bus. So then i ask my sister to take me to school and she is like no i told u wasn't going to and so on and so forth. So i went in my room and laid on my bed thinkin what i terrible life and family i just happen to be blessed with *notice i said blessed and not CURSED* Then my mom comes home and drives me to school but on the way she starts yellin and tellin me im on punishment. Now i've been thinkin bout this for a long time, and i've come to the conclusion that im always on punishment whether ppl tell me i am or not, wanna noe why? I don't care if u do cus ima tell u neway. Because i can neva go out. All week im stuck with havin band eitha 2 or 3 times a day and then on my free day I try to sleep a lil bit. But on the weekends i have to go to band on sat. and then i have sunday for homework and laundry and stuff like dat. So thats why im always on punishment. But now on to school. I didn't have that good of a day cus of the mornin it's hard to have a good day if the start of it is hell in it's worse form. But i still try to be happi no matter how hard it is. And now a days i can't help it but it seems like i like halinsco more and more. Maybe it's just like somethin to do with the position of the planets or whateva my horoscopes be talkin bout (all made up bull ish really) but i just can't help but wanna just give him a hug or somethin. Maybe i just need somebody, but im pretti sure i really love him again. And also due to my bad mood today i was being quite.......ummmm......whats the word.........................BITCHY. And i kinda feel bad. I never felt bad for bein a lil' rude before. So this all adds up to what i really think is me, like i said, LOVIN', MY BOOPIE, YES MINE! MINE MINE MINE! And when i think about sometimes he is the only one who accually pays attention to me and cares about me and puts up wit all the stupid stuff i do. And when i go off on him he will still come back to me and love me anyway. I think that is so sweet cus lots of ppl will just go off back. And you noe how ppl say that u don't know a good thing till it's gone, well dats real true. Cus i feel real bad now and i wish i neva eva done all dat stuff ta him. Cus now i don't even think he likes me no more. But like the song gos, i WILL SURVIVE! ok. well steph wants me to read her journal so i have to stop typin now. So many kisses and huggs. | |
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Dismyun | 09-23-03 8:12pm ummm what was that...i cant believe u said that stuff...lol sike nas...if u like him that much, then u need to ask him how he feels about u..imma call u..iight bye |
xobabiphatox | 09-28-03 6:55pm Aww sweetie! Dis is wut u do...
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