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sushininja (profile) wrote,
on 9-24-2003 at 10:25pm
Current mood: depression and elation...
Music: Zeppelin, Opeth...
There is so much I want to do, and I don't have the time for, and so much I have to do, and am running out of time to do, like my Evidence/Warrent sheet...for the 3rd night in a row, I've not worked on it...I am digging myself a very shallow grave, shallow enough so that when Mrs. Dunn chants her evil Sierra Leone voodoo song to ressurect me, I won't choke...Why do I do this to myself? And then I feel that it would be easier just to shoot myself and end this worry...But what wouldn't be cool, because I'd leave so much behind, so much unfinished, so much to experience...I want to start writing poetry again, but all of this work and worry is draining me both of time and ideas...my life is so pitiful right now...

On the bright side, I visited Carmen at work today, and kept her company on her valiant quest to fill her tank, with gas of course...I came home eventually, did my math, worked on a little art, did not work on my E/W sheet, yet again, I'll save that for tomorrow morning perhaps, I may want to get some rest for my driver's test tomorrow...I'm feeling really confident about it, and my auditions also...yeah...good night...also, yay, it is thundering and lightning out...

Quote of the day:
"Please remedy my confusion
And thrust me back to the day
The silence of your seclusion
Brings night into all you say"
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Anonymous

dork., 09-25-03 8:59pm

way to pass your driver's test with a perfect! and do amazingly on auditions! you had NO reason to worry. dork.

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