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| blondie17 (profile) wrote, on 9-25-2003 at 11:23am | |
| so i open myself up and i just get rejected. nice to know. NOw i know not to get involved in things that wont turn out right anyways. i guess myself being open isnt exactly the best thing i could do. and dont plan on doing it anymore. i am sick of this and am sick of being so Vulnerable yet i dont know how not to be. whenever i let the truth peak through i just get hurt anyways and now that i know what will happen i guess i wont do it anymore. why do i agree to things that i know will hurt me in the longrun anywayss.....or short. so i guess the letter (my release)was indeed given to the wrong person and i guess i wont have to worry about ever giving it out anymore. so yeah this is my trauma. dont have sympathy i dont need it and wont show my feelings too much more so see ya. | |
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holiday | 09-25-03 7:27pm Casey, I know exactly how you feel. I once wrote something really personal to try to figure out what I was feeling and someone gave it to that person. And that person didn't even mention it at all which hurt even worse than the embarrassment of him reading it. Don't ever stop being you, and if somebody doesn't accept that, then screw them, they probably aren't being themselves anyways.
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