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Beagle147 (profile) wrote,
on 9-27-2003 at 1:23pm
Current mood: blah
Music: "Dodo" -Dave Matthews
I have decided that the apocalypse is upon us. This is based on 2 observations. Observation #1: Nikki is taking spanish. #2: I have lost my ability to marathon-sleep. I woke up this morning at 9 o'clock. By myself. For no reason. I couldn't get back to sleep either. I just watched Breed All About It about the basenji and the clumber spaniel. I think the sleep deprivation is making me not able to sleep anymore or...something. o.O

I'm really pissed off at myself for a number of reasons, but most importantly because I forgot to call my little cousin for her birthday. I have just been so busy. I hate this, because it's like I'm too busy to do anything anymore. I feel soooo guilty. I talked to her online today and she wasn't talking as much as she normally does, and I was trying to figure out what was wrong, but she signed off. Then I was just like SHIT! Her birthday was wednesday!! CRAP CRAP CRAP! I called her today, but she was out birthday shopping for a new outfit. Ugh, I feel so bad though, so Karen, if you read this, I AM SO SORRY!!

I forget where I was going with this journal. That's another thing that's getting to me, is my brain tumor. I dont really have a brain tumor, but that's what I blame all my forgettingness on. My agenda is like my best friend this year. I have to write everything in it though. I'm about ready to get to the point of writing in "5:30 - feed the dog." My memory is getting sooo bad. It's always been really bad, but it just keeps getting worse and worse. My parents think I have "selective memory," but it's not that, cuz it's not like I choose what I want to forget. It's things like history. Or things that people told me 40 seconds ago. Those are the things that really freak me out. Things that take me less than a minute to forget. And yet I can remember things that happened when I was 1 or 2 years old. But not second grade. According to my parents, that's one of those traumatized blocky outy things, cuz my second grade teacher was manic depressive. Thank you Del Prado!

Speaking of the public school system of palm beach county, the bus ride yesterday was really...interesting. I have never before in my life been hit so many times with small objects. We had to ride bus 59, cuz ...I dont know why. We have come to the conclusion that John is dying. So anyway, bus 59 has a fair amount of south tech kids, and packing ours on made it worse. It was 3 to a seat for most people, but luckily I had only 2 in mine. All the mature south tech kids took about every paper they had from "school" and crumpled them into little balls to throw around the bus. It came to "Hold on, I'm almost out of science work!" Then they got creative. We had a few shirts going around, one of which joel hit me with. I'm going to beat the crap out of him on monday though, so it's all good. We had a bunch of stuff fly out the window, including atleast one shirt, pieces of cardboard, entire folders that were crumpled up to throw, and probably an entire year's worth of south tech science curriculum. But their bus went home first, so we didn't get home till like 5. Two of the kids from our bus got in a fight though, and that was fun to watch. I think it started when Robert hit Phillip with a paper ball. Lots of yelling. They did have the courtesy though to wait till they got off the bus to actually fight though. We tried to get the bus driver to wait there so we could see the fight, but we think he's...not the brightest crayon in the box. He kept on coming on the pa system and saying things like "Ladies and gentlemen, thank you for riding the palm beach county public school bus system. I hope you have a lovely weekend." He did threaten us once though, "I know how to catch a palm tran, and I'll leave this bus." Uh-huh. But we didnt get to see much of the fight. The whole group got off the bus and robert tied his pants tighter, as to keep them on during the fight, I can only assume, and they both took off their shirts and went at it, but that's all we got to see. Joel will tell us about it in the morning though.

Just for you nikki, I am working on the hugging thing. Only problem is someone told little izzy about it, and now she hugs me all the time. -.- But I am improving. lol.

Oh, just for those of you who are as easily amused as I am, go to google.com and type in "French military victories". Then press I'm Feeling Lucky. It will come up with "Did you mean: french military defeats" Suave told me about this one. I had to go home and try it. So I did. Freaking funny. I printed out the page to show Ms Youngman. Maybe I should show her after asking for a letter of recommendation. Oh, there's another point to add. I think I am going to apply for Atlantic Ambassador. I got an application from ms shilit, and it says I need 3 letters of recommendation. After thinking about it all day yesterday, I have decided to go with ms youngman, ms swanson, and mr markgraf. So...uhh...any feedback on that whole deal? As far as me applying and whatnot? I am semi-unsure after the whole french club deal, which I am still not really over. I just am investing less into this one than I did that one. I want it less. I'm still going for it, like I want to do it, but it's not as big as the french club election, so I'll be ok if I dont get it.

That's about all I have. I'll post some interesting Dave lyrics for you guys though, just because I know how anxious you are to hear some stuff from Some Devil!

When was he killed,
The very last dodo bird?
And was he aware
That he was the very last one?

Something worth pondering...
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DragonSpeaker

09-27-03 11:06pm

The apocalypse IS upon you, or why would I be here? : P

Lol, little Izzy is hyper enough without that kind of encouragement. Remember her semi-obsession with my hair at the game?

HAHAHA, the google thing is great. : ) So true, so true. You should show it to her AFTER, way after you get a recommendation. And much luck to ya on becoming an ambassador, although I know I wouldn't feel right trying to drag more innocents into our IB hellhole... lol. They'd kick me out for my sarcasm, I bet. Yeah, anyways, good luck!

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