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| JB1863 (profile) wrote, on 9-27-2003 at 7:02pm | |
| Current mood: uneasy Music: Imperial March - Star Wars Subject: The Cold War has started |
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| Today started with Godspell rehearsal. I love Godspell rehearsal, its so less stressful then a hasko rehearsal. First of all its new people, mostly professionals, its a smaller group, its a laid back atmosphere, and its just fun. We sound AWESOME. We did singing for the whole rehearsal today and we rocked. The harmonies just sound amazing. I love the people in the cast. There is this guy in the cast who is like in his 30s i guess, hard to tell, he's german and got a vocal degree from germany, which i think is sooooo cool. he has an amazing voice and is awesome with harmonies and such. and he's hilarious, he has a german accent which is cool. there also is this woman in the cast, probably around the same age as the german guy, shes got an amazing voice and is just as good with harmonies. Just the whole cast is mad talented. ok after that i came home and did my whole paper on James Buchanan. Its 6 1/3 pages long. It took me hours!! but its done, now i just need to do a visual. Well now for whats really on my mind. I'm mad frustrated and confused. New things are happening in my life and i'm not sure if i like them or not. a lot of things are changing. I dont trust anyone anymore so i've stopped confiding in people, even my closest friends. This is the beginning of a cold war between the people in my life and I. Since i dont feel like i can trust anyone that i know, i feel uncomfortable when i'm around my normal friends, thats why i dread classes like drama 5 and musical theatre and why i love drama 2 and drama 1. There are a few people in my life right now that i wish would get out, they are immature, annoying, untrustworthy, and just stupid. I'm just tired of the high school drama, i cant stand the gossip and he-said she-said bullshit. i cant wait to leave and be rid of it. every year i'd see seniors say the same thing i just said and it'd always make me mad and i'd wonder why they want to leave so badly. but you dont really understand until you've dealt with this shit for 4 years and now i know why seniors want to leave, cuz they're above all this petty shit. I think i'm going to start to be incredibly blunt with people, if i dont like someone or something i'm just gonna say it. I know this is an early entry but this stuff needed to be said. Happy Birthday Dan.
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amanda829 | hey!, 09-27-03 7:56pm hi justin!! how areu? i'm sorry people are acting crappy...i'm here if ya need to talk...hey is the german guy's name gisbert? jw xoxo ttyl! |
JB1863 | 09-27-03 11:41pm YES THATS HIM!! |
| amanda829 | Re:, 09-28-03 9:54am hehe!! i love him...hes soo much fun to work with..best of luck, love ya! |
aiken4clay15 | 09-28-03 12:41am I can't totally understand what you're going through, but I've been in similar situations before. You're always anxious to leave and get away from all the drama...then you finally do and you realize how much you really had. Don't get me wrong, if I were in your shoes, I would want to leave too. But just embrace the time you have left and take advantage of the opportunities that high school is giving you. Enough preaching...we all heart you justin. you know that <3 |
Lionspride1824 | 09-28-03 12:46am GO DRAMA 2 PPL |
| Anonymous | 09-28-03 10:27am Amen... enuf of the petty shit...gets old fast... |
manda5934 | im sorry, 09-28-03 9:34pm im probablly one of those people who you would really rather have totally out of your life at the moment and for that im sorry, yes its my fault...life has its bumps...but maybe if you didn't worry about getting way all the time and leaving and going to LA and starting your life, and you focused more on the life you have now and what you have to deal with now then you'd be happier..im not saying this in a rude or mean way, and im sure you dont really give a flying fuck about what i have to say anymore so again im sorry...but yes people talk but you're better then them so who cares... |
JB1863 | 09-28-03 10:48pm So what you're basically saying is that I'm better than you? Since people talk and you are one of the persons who talk. And I dont worry about getting away all the time, I'm focused on what I have and I hardly ever talk about wanting to leave. You dont care though so stop acting like it. You said it yourself you are completely self absorbed now. |
| manda5934 | Re:, 09-29-03 11:39pm yeh justin you are better then me...lots of people are some of us have problems that others dont know or care enough about so if it makes you happy... yeh yer better then me and i wish i had it as easy as you.. have fun .. and get over it |
JB1863 | 09-30-03 6:37am Stop feeling sorry for yourself and acting like you have such a tough life. None of us have tough lives, we're all well-off boca kids. Pretty white kids with problems. |