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christini (profile) wrote,
on 9-27-2003 at 10:02pm
Current mood: contemplative
Music: plain white t's - shine
Subject: you know it tears me up inside.. to see the feelings that you hide... hide inside that empty bottle.. i wish you saw how great you were. i wish you saw what lief was worth, you wouldlnt have to hide y
i looooove that song. the plain white t's kick ass.
today was boring.
procrastination filled.
at least i cleaned my room ?
mom and dad went to test drive the saab. if it goes down another thousand he's buying it. i havent seen it but supposedly its "more of a car" than the passat. so im assuming thats a good thing ? we shall see. the cell phone people are being poops and we still havent gotten them yet. but i think im getting the one i want . hopefully.
i had a lot of me time today. i like me time. when everyones out and i just sit back and listen to music or read n stuff. its relaxing. and i wore my dress around too. lol. did some chem.. read some gatsby . basically saving the rest for tomorrow. i feel like i have way too much trust in people. and then they let me down. and then i forgive them just like that. and then they go and do it again. is there a sign on my back that says "treat me like shit.. i wont do anything about it" ??? well i have news for you people. ive had it up to here. and im done with that shit. so.yeah. lol. now the faith and trust goes down the drain the minute i feel taken advantage of. so beware.. the christiniator is out. tomorrow i have such a good schedule planned out for me. i swear if it fails on me im so fucked and there is no hope for me whatsoever

*to speak to me to talk to me to treat me like a human being.... * (plain white t's- unconditional love)
lyrics of the day.

later gaters.
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rachel

09-27-03 10:15pm

yes they are good arent they

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lizzy

09-27-03 10:50pm

cute new format :) good luck tmrw and with being the "christininator" haha...i like that name

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sameen

09-28-03 9:20am

the irony.. i call sam the saminator.. and now.. u're the christiniator.. hmm? coincidence- i think not!

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Loud-Mime

09-28-03 7:11pm

You just better hope your Saab never has any mechanical trouble. The parts for a saab are very hard to find and very costly.

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colombiana

10-02-03 1:06pm

i love my christini !! my pookie!! omfg if i see that one guy in another journal agen im gonna scream.. hez out to get me i swear

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