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robbingnovember (profile) wrote,
on 9-28-2003 at 9:39pm
Current mood: amused
Subject: Why can't i breath whenever i think about you
I was in a very good mood today. for the most part. Very fun adventures with Dana [starbucks, giving in to boyscouts, finding cloths on the road, embarrasing ourselves at the library and so much more.. definately Brendon Leonard Show material] , which were sadly cut short by SAT lessons. Anyways though the only thing that got me kind of down is that i feel that im drifting from "the group." It's isnt really my fault though that i can't hang out with them every day. I mean i can't help it, because i do have work. But still i do miss them incredibly, because i do want to hang out with them. I just feel like im not as close to them as i should be. Like i dont talk on the phone to Jon or Ryan and i should because they are my best guy friends. And even though i know i'm not i was still semi hurt when i wasnt on Jon's best friend list, but i guess what should i expect. I guess it is my fault eh? mrm.. well by the way i fully support and believe in the ladder theory on Ryans journal. Thank you and goodnight
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wannabe

09-28-03 9:53pm

:/ know the feeling sista...

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CHEFNEGATIVE

09-28-03 10:51pm

WE LIKE NEEVER TALK >_< WE NEED TO WORK OUT OUR COMMUNICATION PROBLEMS <3 CUZ I RARELY SEE U IN SKOOL, AND OUT OF IT. MAYBE ILL START DROPPIN BY FOR LIKE COUPLE MINUTES EVERY DAY, SAME WITH STACY I GUESS, CUZ I DO MISS U GUYS TOO. U ARE OF THE FEW, THAT I WOULD TELL B4 I BLEW UP THE SKOOL <3

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Sargonnis

09-28-03 11:38pm

Boo.

Yeah, I dont take you not hanging out with us because of the SAT lessons/study time/whatever it happens to be as an excuse to get out of haning out with us. I realize even though i would blow off school in a second to chill, im not normal haha. Plus, it REALLY is NOT a good idea....so just try to continue doing what you do and we will keep chatting on AIM and such ( i dont talk on the phone much really, but if you want to call/i can try to call you a bit also thats cool ) and hang out every once in a while.

On your agreement with the ladder theory - good, another believer =D. It is true, im almost totally convinced now.

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perfectpaigey

09-29-03 11:11pm

sarah my love.
think magnets.
ohhhh man. vibies with magnets too.
we could TOTALLY have a business.
also, sidenote, he isnt fatter. must be some big clothes or something. pretty funny though. ;0
p.sco

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freakish

09-30-03 6:01pm

After today with stacey talking about how online journals are a way to say soemtihng to your friends without actually saying it and reading this entry, I feel like I should say something. I am hurt that you don't consider me one of your best guy friends. I mean it makes me feel so alone in the world because you are one of my best friends, overall, and I always respected you so much. And just by feeling like this, and thigns not being reciprocated, it just makes me feel so.........

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