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Beagle147 (profile) wrote,
on 9-30-2003 at 6:47pm
Current mood: numb
Music: "Some Devil" -Dave Matthews
Subject: "And then there was one..."
"I'm broken
Don't break me
When I hit the ground"

It's a funny feeling, you know. A little indescribable. Why is everybody leaving? Is there some mass exodus no one has told me about? I must have missed that memo. It just...it wouldn't be so bad if he hadn't helped me out with so much shit this year. That for the first time, band actually was the escape, not the thing to escape from. My self confidence improved immensely in just these few weeks. I actually led pit practice today. Kind of weird, but when someone else believes in you like that, you believe in yourself too, you know? You guys all know what I'm talking about. I've put a lot of this stuff in my posts already. I'll get over this eventually, I guess it's just one more thing that I didn't need.


Thanks for the hug Krystle.
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DragonSpeaker

09-30-03 8:09pm

I know. : (

Good job with pit today, that must be a good feeling. : )

Not sure what else to say, except that this sucks. Just like so many other things. School is the root of all evil, paint, and suffering. Honestly.

Hopefully this will work out, supposedly that's where he is now... trying to make it work out. But who knows anymore. -.-

On a brighter note.. happy unbirthday! XD I stole some random pics from Kyu's journal in my latest post.

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