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| wierdo (profile) wrote, on 10-3-2003 at 9:38pm | |
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| I really wish it would stop raining. It seems to put people in sad or bad moods. I hate storms. School is gay, and i find it pointless. But ya know what......i thought about my mom alot today. And i really miss her. I dont know if many of you know what its like but it kills inside knowing your mother is 2,000 miles away and you can't see her when you wanna see her. I am living a happy life right now. Nothing is going wrong. I'm staying out of trouble. My parents are proud of me for school and golf. I'm still with erika. A year for us is comming up very quickly and i'm excited and proud of it! I think i'm doing a pretty good job. I know i have my times where i'm not the greatest but hey oh well. I just wish my mom knew what was going on in my life. I wish that she could meet erika, so my mom could see what i see in erika. Andi wish my mom could watch me play golf and play baseball. And have her fly to michigan to watch me walk across the stage for graduation. But all of this just can't happen. And i really wish it could. When i went to visit her in the summer......she told me that she is dieing to meet erika, and to watch me play golf, and to watch me play baseball. And its not the greatest of feelings to know that my mother probably wont get to do any of that. I have a great life right now, i only with it could be at its best......and that would only become true if my mother lived in michigan. I have terrific friends that are always there for me. And to a selected number of you.....i have a few things to say. Erika, I dont even know what to start off by saying except for thank you! For alot of different reasons. One of the main things is for you treating me how you treat me. Its exactly how i need to be treated, want to be treated, and deserve to be treated. Your too good to me. I dont know what i would do with out you. Your always here for me, giving me advice, comforting me when needed. When something seems bad, i know i can always go to you to talk about something. You might not think so erika but you really are amazing to me, I'm sure you have heard me say many many times before. Its just something that needs to be known. You are such a sweet girl. You always have that little sweet innocent smile on your face and i love it. You always bring a smile to my face. You have a great personality and a georgeous smile! Your just such a loving and caring person to me. You are a wonderful friend and i want you as a friend no matter what. So once again thank you! You are MY girl and i love you so much. I care for you a tremendous amound and i'm always gonna be here for you honey. Stacy, your just wierd! lol just jokin! Me and you are "loser bored buddies" for life! Lol you always crack me up. You have a great personality and sence of humor! I know i can always go to you if i need someone to talk to. I really dont know how to break everything down for you. Just to sum everything up......your a spectacular friend! You can always bring a smile to my face no matter what type of mood i am in! Lol thats just how you are.....and dont ever change for anyone! lol Becky, yes yes then there is Becky! Lol you are just a funny kid! To go along with Erika and stacy......you are also a great friend! You always manage to bring a smile to my face and make me laugh! You always think of others and care for others. You always manage to think on the bright side of things instead of the negatives. Lol your better at that than i am! I know i can go to you to talk about anything. You can give great advice. Even if it is something you dont understand or dont know about......you still try your best to help me out. Lol and i always manage to talk to you about crazy little stupid stuff lol ! And some how my nickname that you gave me is "monkey!" But hey your a wonderful friend and i want to keep it like that! Jake, even though i never see you.....we have still managed to develope a pretty good friendship online. And i find that really cool! You and I have things in common and we always find time to talk about the things we have in common. We always find a way to help each other out some way or another. Andi think thats really cool considering the fact that we never see each other and it is kinda an online friendship. And i know you and I will always be friends! So thanks you you 4 for being there for me and being my friends. It meant alot to me and still does mean alot to me. I could't askfor any better friends than the 4 of you i have right now! And i hope i'm as well being great friend to all of you. I'm sorry if i disappoint any of you in any way, but hey it happends i guess. I am extremely tired right now.....so i dont know if any of this made sence to you. Thanks you guys! |
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fadingfallenstar | 10-04-03 10:10am thanks kevin!! That means a lot...and you can always count on me to be the same, lol. no ones gonna change me...
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wierdo | Re:, 10-05-03 6:14pm Anytime buddy....... |