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| Angel_Bob (profile) wrote, on 10-4-2003 at 7:14pm | |
| Current mood: curious Music: Happy Endings by All-American Rejects Subject: Happy endings |
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| Just what did you do, if you're a dream then come true Stop pretending That what you mean isn't what you say Hopeful dreaming Of times before the pain, wishing it was still the same Loving, leaving Round and round and round we go again ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I update because no one is online. I update because I have nothing to do. I update because I have no life. Joy. I had a nice dream last night. For the first time in a while I woke up happy and hopeful. I think it's a good sign. I've been trying to start praying more often. It's for the same reason I joined small group: I don't want to be a Sunday Christian. Hell, I don't go to church so I'm not even that. I don't want to go to Him when I just need help. I want to thank Him sometimes for helping me get this far. I think next week or the week after, I'm going to start going to church. That means I might have to find out what time mass begins. I know there's one Saturday afternoons/evenings. I know there's one on Sunday at ten or eleven. What am I saying? I don't know anything. I want to start going to church again. I want to start being closer to God again. I feel like I'm so far away... That's basically what's going on right now. That and all the shit I've been angsting over the past couple of days. I'm pathetic really. I solemnly swear from this day forth that I shall not be all angsty and generally sad. At least not when or where you can see it ;p This entry is so long I just went through two songs. Amazing. I love you all. |
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quinkle | this is my reply, 10-04-03 8:44pm ahh you ben to church before. i cannot say that i "believe" in any religion. yum my parents r cooking steak, dont feel bad because i get on hhere and type lke everyday since i've signed up. but you have a nice life for the time being, find yourself.
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