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| musicalbabe (profile) wrote, on 10-5-2003 at 1:11pm | |
| Music: Phil Collins-You'll Be In My Heart |
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| to quote from nicole's journal: "church stuff: alex's ass is niiiice. patrick... doesn't have an ass. it's like... not there. lol. he's still extremely sexy. i think i kind of gave kyle an upskirt view when i flipped my legs over onto the couch. oh well. he doesn't care. hm.. what else? oh, the joy sunday school teachers are bitches and they like yelled at melissa for no reason. it was retarded. there was lots of bread today for world communion day. yummm. we ate lots of bread. melissa wrote a letter to _____ during the sermon explaining the bitchtrocity of the joy teacher bitches. i found it funny. oh, and me and melissa are the best hymn singers there are. oh baby." it is so true. we just hymn sing like...idk...hymn singers!! yeah!! and the bread was good. mmmm.... and it was soo funny with alex's ass. he was ushering. the ushers allow people to go for communion by standing by the aisles and moving back as people are served. he was on our side of the row, so he stepped back...and back...and back...and of course he's facing the other way so the ass is getting closer...closer...closer. and nicole's like OOOOH BABY. it was soo funny. but in general, sunday school and everything else was a complete disaster. i tried to put my emotions on paper in a letter to ______ as nicole said. haha. i feel so stupid for putting a line there. whatever. but anyway, i used real english, ya know, essay-type wording, not the crap we all use online, and nicole started laughing when she read it. i was sad. well here. screw it. i'll type it. "Dear _______, I'm definately going to need another hug. Why is it that church, a place of worship, joy, and acceptance, has recently turned into an unforgiving and hurtful place for em? I am currently in training to take over the acolytes (the two youth who carry in the candles and help the pastors in worship). This week, the senior who usually organizes it was off college-looking, so her boyfriend told me to do it myself. I went to the jr. high scunday school class, and politely (or so i thought, apparently) asked if 2 of them would like to acolyte. No one responded, so I warned them that I would have to pick if no one spoke up. *note: there was a pause here, as no one was willing to look at me for fear of being chosen. acolyting is NOT THAT BAD! they're just silly little shy junior high schoolers! grrr!!* Lyn Brown, the sunday school teacher, then promptly yelled "Pick and GET OUT OF HERE, Melissa!" And I mean full out yelled. I was completely aghast, so I chose 2 people and left. After our sunday school lesson, I was told to... *insert nicole's laughter here and mocking of the word 'aghast' this was when i interrupted my letter and wrote:* NICOLE IS A BITCH!! jk. but she just made fun of my language. grrr!! ...remind the acolytes to go get ready for the service. I walked in again, looked, saw that the two had left, and started to walk out. I didn't even say anything. Nevertheless, she, Lyn, and this time her husband, Bob, as well, elled at me to get out. I was alreadyo n my way out!! And this time, my friend David was with me. We looked at each other afterward in silent understanding. *insert shocked faces of mel and david here, as well as more laughter from nicole and a mockery of 'silent understanding'* Why had we been yelled at? We never liked this lady when she taught us, (and that's an understatement) but what had provoked her to get WORSE?!?! Now for a personal thought. Why does God put people such as this woman into our lives, let alone TEACH 6-8 graders in the church? What lesson is learned from this? I didn't realize how affected I was by these episodes until I found myself walking to my mom and demanding a hug. There were tears in my eyes as I recalled the morning's events. What good has this done me? How am I a better person because of it? Sometimes I just don't understand people. -Melissa" so yeah. that's that. i have to go do homework. i have a long time, but i've been procrastinating horribly. adieu! |
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iwish2bemilkywhite | 10-06-03 9:52pm ok, you ALWAYS spell "definitely" wrong. like ALWAYS. spell it right! lol |
musicalbabe | Re:, 10-06-03 11:34pm sorry. :0( |
| Anonymous | 10-06-03 10:45pm It is said that the fewest words can say the most at the best time possible. And perhaps an alternative motive for the fewest, but best words, also lies behind the idea that counciling shall not be for the world to see. But alas, I have one thing to say: "The Fish holds reason."
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