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| brad (profile) wrote, on 10-5-2003 at 8:57pm | |
| Current mood: peaceful Music: big rock candy mountain Subject: where the cops have wooden legs |
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| god...i always knew my past would come back to haunt me no matter what happens. sometimes i wish i was still a virgin..im sick of people thinking all i want is sex and that im a user. ive never used anyone...my feelings towards kelly are strong....they get stronger everytime i see her. i want to let her know that im in this for the long run if its possible. everything in the past has always had something to get in the way and ruin everything. i just want a long, healthy relationship for once...love doesnt feel like such a stranger anymore. i do know what it feels like to be "in love" at least i think i do. i dont know, i guess ill see how things turn out. im willing to do anything to keep me and kelly together. i feel so emotional right now...i need to change the subject for now. so anyway..my weekend has been pretty good. friday i went to the game and whatnot and hung out with everyone. then i stayed the night at joeys..i was actually the first one asleep, its strange. anyway we went to justins in the moring on saturday and we went into town. from then on we all went our ways with whoever we were with and everyhing. (wow i just used 6 words in a row that start with a "W") im stupid..anyway, me and kelly and neilee were pretty much together the whole time, as well as whoever else didnt leave us. i had alot of fun apart from freezing my ass off the whole day. then me, kelly, brent, courtney, and neilee all went to neilee's house..then me and brent were left stuck at neilee's (definatly not a bad thing) but yeah our ride kind of left us. oh well we all pretty much layed around watching tv with marissa sleeping on the floor like a little freak that she is. but yeah today kelly left real early from neilee's and brent left not too shortly after. then me and neilee were left alone. i ended up falling asleep cuz i was super tired. then i woke up and we left with joey and justin and people. then blah blah blah and now im here. ive been listening to the o brother where art thou sound track. i love this music, it makes me feel so good inside..like i feel no hatred or hurt. i dunno it just takes me back to the old days and makes me think of my childhood. i know all this was way before my time but im just saying it makes me think of when everything was just a game and nothing mattered...i didnt have to deal with being older and problems...being a kid is the only way to not be burdened with problems. i wish i could always feel like this..then i would never have enemies...i feel like i could forgive anyone right now and make them my friends. anyway i think its time for this long entry to end. goodnight all. Bradley |
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neocypher817 | 10-06-03 5:24pm brad i am wearing your jacket right now.... hope my cd is makin ya happy...ill call ya later peace. |