10-06-03 9:02pm

I havent been avoiding you.. I think. I dont remember trying to.. but you never know.. what my head makes me do and what I do are two totally different things.. I'm sorry..

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Re:, 10-06-03 9:06pm

I just feels like you never talk to me. i meen, i understand why and all, but it still is well, strange


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Re: Re:, 10-06-03 9:18pm

I dont understand why.. why? Why? Why..

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Re:, 10-06-03 10:26pm

Are you guys going out. or are you just friends?

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Re: Re:, 10-06-03 10:41pm

Ahahaha! See Paul, see? Do you have any idea how many people say that in a day?

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Re: Re: Re:, 10-06-03 10:42pm

I find it funny that even people on the internet ask that..

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Re: Re: Re:, 10-06-03 11:02pm

Well how am i supposed to know? I just met u guys. and plus i was just wondering. and u kinda seem like u are. i guess?

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Re: Re: Re: Re:, 10-06-03 11:10pm

lol

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10-06-03 9:05pm

Its good to know why....

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Re:, 10-07-03 1:46am

OK alex, this whole acting depressed and hardened i would find really cool if that wasn't what it was. ACTING!!! now all it's doing is pissing me off, and i know how many people ask, but i never hear anyone say we'd make a good couple. so yeah alex, cut it out, now, because there are better things in life, so move on, and forget. memories are such poor things to have.

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Re: Re:, 10-07-03 1:53am

and another thing, although it's already in tori's journal and i know you probably already read it before you got hear, you have no right to be mad at Tori, and you don't want to do something you don't have a right to do around me, especially to her, because when i get pissed, things get bloody. and i'm not kiding. i will ruin and burn every inch of your little life. this doesn't me i don't care about you, or that i don't want to be your friend, but i'm not that merciful, and so leave her alone.

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Re: Re: Re:, 10-07-03 9:45pm

YOU HORRIBLE BEASTLY FUCKTARD PAUL! AHHHHHHHH!!!!!! Im sorry tori, but that is really MEAN!!! I never knew one could be so...so...MEAN! I think you guys would make a good couple..but that is just my opinion.

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Re: Re: Re: Re:, 10-07-03 9:53pm

Please dont eat me. You spoke your opinion, i spoke mine.

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Re: Re: Re: Re:, 10-07-03 10:04pm

why.. because I'm mean too? ...-cries-...I'm sorry... But you dont understand what Paul's saying.. he's right Mandy.. I'm sorry..

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Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:, 10-07-03 10:39pm

Oops.no I dont get it. He is still mean. HE CAN'T CONTROL THE WORLD! HE CAN CONTROL NO ONE BUT HIMSELF! Yes. Maybe he is right, i just dont get it. YOU MAKE FUN OF ME! I still love you tori.

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Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:, 10-07-03 10:40pm

who said he was trying to control the world? he's only telling alex.. no.. I'll shut up.. sorry..

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Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:, 10-08-03 8:41pm

beastly fucktard? burn. . .

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Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:, 10-08-03 11:46pm

which one, mandy? way i see it, every one has their own little world. but then again, you're right. i can't control them, but i can destroy them. I have destroyed worlds before, and i'll do it again if i have to. what i don't understand is how that makes me mean? I am mearly protecting the only thing i love anymore. forgive me if i fail to see the evil in that, and i know you would do the same thing, and if you wouldn't, then i'd have to call you weak.

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10-07-03 9:55am

wait... how can memories be bad?! sorry to intrude ;) but I don't even remember nine tenths of my life and it makes me very sad... Memories are what make us us...

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Re:, 10-07-03 11:07am

Ignorance is bliss, my dear. Paul, take your own advice.

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Re: Re:, 10-07-03 11:10am

it's not bad to remember, but to dwell an them is horrible for you

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Re: Re: Re:, 10-07-03 7:24pm

he's right you know. I've dwelled on things.. and people.. for too long..

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Re: Re: Re: Re:, 10-07-03 8:54pm

ooh conflict

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Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:, 10-07-03 10:24pm

who the heck said I was acting?!!? Im sorry if thats what it implied, but thats not what I meant. Sorry your so confused about something thats not confusing.

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Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:, 10-07-03 10:31pm

whoa.. you guys.. stop it.. Alex, you were "confused" and then said I was a bitch and you hated me.. so he has a right to be confused about this too.. I guess.. stop getting mad at each other.. and if you're going to fight, why dont you both just stop feeding the fuel and shut up? you're wasting your time by doing this.. and you're both putting me on a very thin rope, and eventually you're going to push me off. so go be pissy some place else, but not it my presence.. I wont take you people do this any more.. I'm sorry..

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Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:, 10-08-03 11:49pm

shut up alex, and you might see that maybe that's all my life really is, conflict, battles, but at least i'm good at it, i mean, i'm really not that good at anything else...

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Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:, 10-08-03 11:51pm

that's m,y cousin alex, not alex bergh

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Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:, 10-08-03 11:53pm

ok.i'll stop after this, i'm sorry tori, but my point is, alex, that i'm not who you think i am, and you're not who you thnk you are, so maybe you need to go rethink a few things, mmmkay?

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10-08-03 12:52am

I FINALLY GET IT! You pushed that crazy short kid and like.. smashed his face. I GET IT!!
-dances- It only just hit me whe I realized you called him satan today.. Ahaha! I'm so brilliant!

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Re:, 10-09-03 7:36pm

im not who i think i am? ill have to think about that. . . .


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Re: Re:, 10-09-03 7:38pm

sorry ive been screwing with your conversations. . . ill shut up now

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Re: Re: Re:, 10-10-03 10:16am

you know i was talking to aerii alex don't you?

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Re: Re: Re: Re:, 10-11-03 12:18am

I would think if anyone knew who I was, it would be me. And how the hell would you know if I didnt know who I was. Because you sure don't know me and dont act like you do.

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Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:, 10-11-03 4:05pm

i find it amusing how much you underestimate me. but i must admit, i was never a very intuitive person, though i didn't have to look far to see exactly what you are. you are just like them. you want so badly to have, as tori put it, "the world at your finger tips" but, at the same time, you want to hang on to your real self. well, you'll be pulled over by the power of conformity and lose sight of your self forever, which would be better for you, or you'll end up like me. the obviousness of your all to common situation is strong that it practically radiates from you. so don't ever underestimate what i know. but please alex, don't choose my path. you'll kill yourself. i won't be able to handle that.

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Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:, 10-13-03 11:47pm

So...is this "night_sloth" your cousin, Alex? Or who is Night_sloth?

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Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:, 10-16-03 6:21pm

i am his cousin
and thanks for clearing that paul. umm i was getting pretty confused.

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Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:, 06-06-04 4:19pm

So is that who I am.
So glad to see that you know.
So glad to see that you take the time to notice.

But really, that's not even close to who I am or who I was or who I ever will be.

Stop trying to sound smart Paul.

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07-30-05 11:11pm

Maybe I'll just add to this retarded comment chain.. because I wasn't even following it anyway... I got lost at comment three..



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