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| silentcriez (profile) wrote, on 10-6-2003 at 11:18pm | |
| Current mood: nostalgic Music: desperately wanting Subject: I remember runnign through the wet grass... |
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| Why does the sun go on shining? Why does the sea rush to shore? Don't they know it's the end of the world 'Cause you don't love me anymore? Why do the birds go on singing? Why do the stars Don't they know it's the end of the world It ended when I lost your love. I wake up in the morning and I wonder Why ev'rything's the same as it was. I can't understand, no I can't understand How life goes on the way it does Why does my heart go on beating? Why do these eyes of mine Don't they know know it's the end of the world? It ended when you said Don't they know know it's the end of the world? It ended when you said sometimes i feel like im gonan be alone forever.. like for everyone theres some1 special right? i mean io cant say that i have never felt loved or had a good relationship but i mean everythign started going downhill for me last year... and i havwent been bale to bring it back on up... im feeling a little better, thanks to hector, love ya babe u made me smile and im,mma try to get myself back up... Hector198: just let go of everything Hector198: just let shit happen Hector198: thing will get better Hector198: if u stress it it just gonna look like it wont i knwo what you mean im going to try but its so hard to let go and wait.. becuz waiting makes you wonder if its ever gonan happen at all.. and then when you wait you wonder more and then when it doesnt happen teh pain is even worse becuz u wanted it so bad.. and waited so long for it ..... **would you choose water over wine?** well im so tired right now btu i cant go to sleep.. dont wanna really... my eyes feel liek they are gettign heavier and heavier... my heart feels obdurate i dont feel open to any1.. maybe becuz no1 is opening to me... im sick of myself im sick of my feelings im sick of my reflection in the mirror, becuz what ui see disgusts me.. honestly disgusts me and i dont know how i keep going through the days the way i do so fucking bruised... so torn.. so ugly... so ajacent... so nostalgic.. and so fucking obtrusive... i dont know what i am doing here anymore.. i mean i just get put down by people and fucking fight and get yelled at by my dad.. i mean god damn what is the joy in this life of mine.. just now im stalled becuz my dads yelling at me.. im cry8ing now god damn i just want everything to go back to teh way it wwas.. why and forced to be put through this... well.. i cant stay up anymore.. teh tiredness and the tears arent a really great mix...gonnna go steep in teh trash heep i call a room.. its the only thing thats safe to me right now.. superficial, cluttered, faux, terrible, scented, unenthusiastic, dusty.. just the way i like it.. just the way my life is... just the way... Are you lost? Do you find life turning out Not quite the way you planned? Come around stay awhile That's OK That's Alright Couldn't get to sleep so talk about it. Let's talk about it right now. Here it comes on my head again I guess I'm born to be the Long lost friend. Long lost friend Are you cold? Call me up, I'm alone. Rather it be me than go without it. So don't think about it right now. Here it comes on my head again I guess I'm born to be theLong lost friend Long lost friend I've given ballast Held you up when you were failing down What happens when Friend? Friend? Long lost friend |
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| Anonymous | 10-07-03 3:53pm i love you amanda maltz..with all my heart |