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| silentcriez (profile) wrote, on 10-7-2003 at 6:53pm | |
| Current mood: jealous Music: you make me wanna - usher Subject: help? anybody? |
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well hello there... just re-read last nights entry ahhh kinda deppressing sorry if it put ya ina downer of some shit lol well i just did soem major cleanign in my room FUCK YEAH ITS ACTUALLY NEAT im so proud of myself lol... well yea i ahve abaddd headache you knwo what i realized? that i am totally and completely jealous of people with real relationships. like holly look at her shes beautiful, funny, fun to be around, exuberant shes got everything going for her.. plus an awesome boyfriend, u would give anything to have what seh has... i mean honestly look at my relationships...i honestly cant say one of them has been ugly :-[ that makes me feel sooo shallow, dammit. well its true... i need to stop this and date some1 for the relationship some1 i know will care about me...no jealousy, no strings, no nothing just a barenaked relationship. yeah otehr things have been on my mind lately.. like meg n kelsey.. that whole ordeal has been upsetting me... i mean i love meg, honestly and i love kelsey too but it just upsets me how kelsey can be totally against her and say SOO much shit like "I HATE HER" etc and then they go and get to be best friends again and hang all over eachother.. i mean of course im happy for them and i want my friends to be friends again liek we all were before but its sooo hipocritical and it upsets me how meg just takes her back everytime...i mean everyone says things about every1 when they piss eachotehr off occasionally but i dont use the word hate.. becuz i know i dont mean it... hmm well thats all thats basically on my mind.. aside from the fact that i deffinitly have a thing for older guys.... such as, JOHN MORRIS. LIZZY I HAD A DREAM ABOUT HIM AND ME!!!! - manda |
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| Anonymous | *you should kno who*, 10-08-03 2:51pm its nice to think that u think of the same things that sumtimes bug me...dont worry you will find a guy that u will have a perfect relationship with..and i agree with you about holly she is so funny and pretty and her boyfriend is the best lol...well you mite kno who this is but u mite not..if you do always remember that u can talk to me cuz we have the same thoughts on things...like life itself...please come to me i mite not kno what exactly ur going thru but ill have a lil idea...i love you amanda maltz never forget that... |
| Anonymous | u kno, 10-08-03 7:24pm yes u figured out who it was lol but thats good cuz now u kno whats on my mind and that i love you always and forever! :-) |