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| mle (profile) wrote, on 3-10-2002 at 7:20pm | |
| Current mood: submissive Music: adema - giving in Subject: a declaration to the world |
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| i give up. i surrender. im now prisoner to my thoughts, my "controls", my peers, my parents, my destiny. no matter what i say, what i think, what i do. its not good enough for me. its not good enough for you. i admit it. im not good enough. i never have been. i never will be. i am inferior. there - i said it, i know it. now just back off. im not the prettiest, skinniest, most athletic, smartest, kindest, strongest, funniest. i am nothing. i accept it. ill never be what i want to be. dreams are so dear to me. they are what keep me here on this earth. but now, im giving up on them. im giving into the unseen force called society. i will never meet any of its standards and therefore im only a waste of food, water, space. "you have to consider the possibility that god doesnt like you. he never wanted you. in all probability, he hates you. if we are god's unwanted children, SO BE IT." (fight club) im giving in to you... *mle* |
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drunkslut | . . ., 03-10-02 8:24pm you say its not enough for me, its not good enought for you~thats the furthest thing from the truth that ive ever heard! anything that you do i feel greatful for! if youre not enough, then i dont know what ive been holdin onto for so long! if youre not enough, i dont know what has made me put the razor down god knows how many times! if thats not enough then i have **NO CLUE** what could ever be good enough! if thats not enough, i guess im just easy to please, have low standards! if thats not enough...i dont care, i dont want enough! all i want is everything youve been givin me! the strength youve been givin me, the care youve been givin me, the advice youve been givin me, the everything that you have ever given to me! ...im happy with that and have no idea what i would do if it was ever taken away! |
Upchuck | 03-11-02 8:51pm You're only a prisoner to what you let restrain you. Inferiority, albeit relieving is not where you are. Obviously you have someone who you ahve given great inspriation too, don't waste that in your own self-pity.
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