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TaoMan1121 (profile) wrote,
on 10-9-2003 at 9:37pm
Current mood: momentarily stable
Music: Blink-182 - Dammit
Subject: well i guess this is growing up...
Jason's opening vignette: Someday, hopefully, I will be confident in my ability to live (almost) completely independent. I'm not there yet.

OK, so I've finally got internet at my house now. Woohoo! It's only dial-up, but it'll do for the time being. It's been so hard trying to get everything I need to do online in between classes, so this will hopefully make the day a little easier. Anyway, it's been a very rocky day, and I will share my thoughts and observations throughout the day, conviently prefixed with the time at which they were recorded! Lucky you! Yeah, anyway, on with it...

11:35am: "He senses my heart isn't in it anymore, and he follows in suit. I can't blame him."

12:10pm: "I want him to hurt, I want you all to hurt, to feel one ounce of the pain you have inflicted upon me. I want to turn it on you and make you hurt. I want you to suffer and the world to feel my pain."

12:40pm: "So many things just went wrong in quick succession. I can't breathe."

1:00pm: "My life is comprised of making mistakes, then repenting for said mistakes until I'm blue in the face, and then proceeding to make the same mistakes over again.

1:11pm: "Ben Folds was a very good choice for my mood. He needs to come out with another disc soon."

3:10pm: "That midterm went pretty well."

3:15pm: "I would love to learn to play the piano. I don't see it happening."

3:31pm: "He's so much like me it's scary sometimes."

3:41pm: "The key is not to let him, or anyone or anything else for that matter, get to me, but honestly, how the fuck is that going to happen?"

That's about it... oh yeah, I almost forgot: Kevin said "symbology" in World Cinema yesterday. Which is just plain wrong for a couple reasons: 1) He used it not as "the study of symbols" but instead as you would use "symbolism." and 2) "Symbology," of course, is not a word.
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.j.e.s.s.

10-10-03 6:17am

ben folds is coming out with another cd soon... I think in November

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franz1939

10-12-03 3:39am

Boondock saints

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melpianoC

piano, 10-12-03 12:14pm

Hey Jason! If you'd like to learn to play the piano, I'd be more than happy to teach you. I want to be a piano teacher and this would be good practice since I've never taught anyone before. you wouldn't have to pay and if you're not an expert by the second lesson, I'll understand. :-) If you don't want to that's fine. Or if you'd rather take from someone else I know people who are really good that would be happy to teach you. Let me know what you think and I won't be offended if you don't want to or don't have time. Whatever. It was great hanging out with you last night and I hope your car's ok. Later!

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TaoMan1121

Re: piano, 10-13-03 2:59pm

Yeah, it was a good time the other night, we'll have to do that again. And I think I'm going to have to take you up on that offer. I'll get back to you, I gotta work out a schedule to make time for that and a workout regime that I'm actually going to stick to... so yeah, rock on!

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