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sendmemoney (profile) wrote,
on 9-22-2002 at 7:58pm
Current mood: lethargic
Music: further seems forever - wearing thin
And she stared relentlessly at the blank screen and blinking cursor, closing her eyes periodically, thinking of him for inspiration, And nothing came. And the background noises offered nothing to write about, And she had nobody to write for. And as she typed the words “i hate you forever” over and over on the white screen, she knew she would. And he knew she would, And he said nothing. And he stepped away from her And her life And her heart And he would never again be her everything, And she cried. And she felt like she would never be anybody’s everything again, And she felt the crushing taste of defeat in her mouth. And she spit violently at him as he moved forward And she was held back, to get rid of his taste, And she never really would. And she looked at her watch And not even a minute had passed in this lifetime that had just occurred, And she wondered how long she would really feel like this, And how long it would feel like. And she wrote.
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my little cucumber, 09-22-02 8:36pm

i love it. it is so so good. love you.

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