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Viper15 (profile) wrote,
on 10-11-2003 at 9:27am
I lay on my bed, exaushted, yet something tells my body its not ready for sleep...

1 hour past, my thoughs start to drive me insane...

2 hours past, tears fall when i realise that i never wanted this day to end...

3 hours past, and i kept promising myself i wouldn't do anything drastic to myself...

4 hours past, i pray, i pray about everything... i pray about my life, i pray about all the people i can think of whos lifes have been bad, i just pray, it starts loosing a target, i just start talking... about whats beengoing on and how its lifing me off the ground, and i dont want it to stop...

5 hours past and my eyes start to fall, stoping the tears and finaly letting me lay down to rest...

5 hours of sleep is not fun by any means...

i love you
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Shinigami

10-11-03 3:14pm

It's ok Beng.

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Angel_Bob

10-11-03 4:02pm

Lil Ben, that part of praying is what helps me stop crying. That part of praying is the part I strive for.

We love ya.

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