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| caffeinatedjazz (profile) wrote, on 10-13-2003 at 8:36am | |
| Current mood: confused Music: morphine - you speak my language |
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| a few hours after talking to rosser, and learning some uncertain dire facts about lucy, working on a song, and pissing away my bodyweight last night, i finally went to sleep. it takes a while to fall asleep when you'v taken adderall a few hours before. but... i did it. joy. i think i made some people angry last night. maybe i was out of line. maybe they were. i woke up this morning sweating, my upper body becoming perpindicular to my lower before i could even get my eyes open. i looked around. then i decided it had worn off. (as i stared at my arm for a half hour). the sun on your arm... you can pick out certain colors, red and greens and white light. then i had a good 10 minutes of my soul curling up inside my skull and poking my brain after my conscious mentioned the name jacob. why? i have no idea. i got up and went to the mirror only to see my eyes were still dilated. so i got back in bed. no risks with parents. but i got up again anyways. i needed to come down here and say sorry to anyone i was an asshole to, and if i was out of line forgive me. i should have gone to sleep after i talked to rosser. after he told me to go to sleep. i should have. i'm gonna get some breakfast. fuck. i hope lucy's ok. and where the fuck is nikol!? damn. p.s. my phone is now updated. Dildo Kenji Cell Kenji Home Natalia Nevin Cell . |
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andthenyoudie | Haha, 10-13-03 9:34am Look at me! I'm cute like you! |