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| echoingremorse (profile) wrote, on 10-13-2003 at 1:14pm | |
| Current mood: happy |
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| wow... being my own person and just not careing about how people think about me and just knowing that what makes me happy is the best for me, feels sooo good....and its been really easy to..i dont know why i never have lived liek this before....like.. just keeping my stance on everything instead of agreeing or not saying it straight gives me a sence of "being"...like for a big example..yesterday brandon was telling me about how jayme has alot of his stuff....and then i sayed that erin has had my hoodie for like a month now....usually i woudl be like "that really sucks...i want my hoodie back"...but thats not true at all...instead i said it straight and was liek "well....it actually makes me happy to know that a female is walking around wearing my hoodie, even if she is tooken, its just a reminder to myself that im an ok guy.."... and it felt sooo much better to say it 100% straight... i have one person above all to thank for showing me how much better life could be (actually 2 people)... ashly i thank you for always being there and listening and giveing me some of the best advice of my life....and i hope that we will be friends forever...(and i kinda have to thank myself......for actually doing it..lmao.)... :).. and thank all my other frineds....not going to list everyone becuase then i might foget someone.. | |
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| Anonymous | 10-13-03 9:06pm thats awesome that you can not care about others and know that you should just make yourself happy.. its such a hard thing to realize, and you really are a pretty awesome guy so be happy about it :) |
echoingremorse | Re:, 10-14-03 4:00pm awwww..thank you :).... hey, just curious.. do i know you?..lmao |
Anonymous | Re: Re:, 10-14-03 4:10pm Yeah but who I am is a secret right now ;) |
echoingremorse | Re: Re: Re:, 10-14-03 4:46pm hmmm....lol..im goign to through a couple names out there... maybe you are brandon or randy or nicole...or maybe your someone else..but ill figure it out..im good at this stuff.... :-P .. |