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theintervoice (profile) wrote,
on 10-13-2003 at 11:03pm
Current mood: can't describe
Music: POWERLINE- "Untitled"
Subject: in my hand is my discontent

the sounds of acoustic guitar helps me remeber of everything i used to know about everything i used value which used to bring me great joy...now brings me sorrow and hatred to myself...

i hope...i'll i can do is hope. thats it.

Today was my first day...the A-files are done, i burned them, in my head that is. like i feel finally free from her. see all i needed was a push in the oppisite direction, and when i did get that push, it saved my life from manic depression. whew. its like a burden has been lifted upon. i dont care anymore, about wat she does at night or who she hangs out with, all i can do is smile. it feels great. it feels great to start likeing someelse. it the start of a new era in which i wont make the same mistakes i did, i'm a better person now. and i'm aware of what my feeling represent. see with Miss. A i would have to pretend to be sumthing i'm not, i shud be who wanna be and not pretend its so useless and charleton. anyway, i just had to get that out cuz i rememeber all those damn journal entries i wrote about here, they only made me more depressed about who i was. ahhh :)

i'm out!
Peac-E
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isupportrape

10-13-03 11:17pm

Im glad your over her Hamon ..and im glad your happy now :)

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nevermind

10-14-03 7:20pm

Hehe...yay Hamons happyyy! : ] Your awesome kidd

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spiggs

10-14-03 7:27pm

yeh Hamon!.... whoever this chick is, she doesn't deserve ya anyway. Fuck the Miss A... lol

<3 spigna <3

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aknifetomyheart

10-15-03 6:10am

congratulations

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iheartfood

10-15-03 3:36pm

hey hamon, im glad your happy, only guess what. you spelled charlotan wrong. i think i did to... oh well <3 ali

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