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| noahfects (profile) wrote, on 10-14-2003 at 9:17pm | |
| Subject: fucked up everything |
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| i have lost all sense of self. i dont understand what has happened.i hate this life i have been givin. i dont have friends, none of them are true at least. katheirne could give a shit, antonella soesnt even talk to me, marcella is the same,eden tries, but i dont know. its not the same.i think i was reading to much into my friendships..if thats what u want to call them. i know katheirne might read this and be hurt, but its the truth, i dont see how she could say were bst friends, if she doesnt even try anymore..doesn call me or talk to me, we always fight, she pissed me off with this hallowen shit.i just wanmt to be by myself now, in a box, with no one else.i dont want to hear " omg it was so much fun", if i do, i swear,i will break and everything will come out.i cant stanbd this anymore.i want to ay my last goodbyes. i thought things were comming together, and i realized there only falling apart.. i dont want u to feel sorry for me, i dont care what u have to say...just..fuck off.. sabrina.fire me up. |
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notaword | 10-14-03 10:14pm why would i be hurt? something you said the other day really opened my eyes about you and i thought wow at least she admits it, but not completely.
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thedarkerside | Re:, 10-15-03 4:22pm Hey, Yeah I know what your going through because I went through it last year. My friends in my case abandoned me. They started talking shit about me and started talking shit about my other friends. Since then I've found new friends..I just kindof drifted away and got to know some people that I thought I'd never get to talk to in my life. Its the best decision I've ever made for myself. Even though I have new friends..things still arent better. I still feel like theres something missing. Through it all I learned that it isnt selfish to maybe put yourself before others sometimes when your having issues. Always think about how you feel and get all your emotions and feeling sorted out so you can talk to your friends about it and if they dont make an effort to change start trying to meet new people. Switching friends and isnt exactly easy..I know but be open to who you talk to and try to make friends with. You never know what can happen.
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noahfects | Re: Re:, 10-15-03 9:27pm your deffinetly right, i need to become more open, iv started to talk to some kids at my new school, but ts not so easy..i feel like im a freak, the way people see me, but i dont care..whatever they think is what they think ya know?
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