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justplainolemica (profile) wrote,
on 10-15-2003 at 11:20am
Current mood: fuzzy
Subject: Almost there
I think that I am alomost to my decision. Although, Friday will play the biggest and final role in my decision making process. And now looking at my schedule I think that this decision must be post-poned. Even if John left directly from school he'd only get here by 4:30 and I work from 5-8. So I think it might just be smarter for him to aim to get here by 8. Although I dont know if his parents would let him leave that late... I dont know. And from 8 it would be at least another 15 or 20 minutes for us to get to Rockford. I've decided that I dont want to talk to him about it until we get to the dam. It will either be our last visit there or the first of a new series. OH the decisions.
Yesterday I went to dance and had a WONDERFUL time. There is something about dancing, full out, that makes everything clear. Not totally clear... more of a fuzzy. But fuzzy is a step up from being in the dark. From then on I've been able to find little blocks of time that I can avoid thinking of the pain. Mal and I were up all night last night getting free samples of things just so that we can get some mail. It was a nice break from the hell that has been this week.
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luckyone

rockford, 10-16-03 12:29pm

not being a stalker i swear...i just stumbled across this...you said rockford. as in rockford IL? thats where im from and just thought that was a little toooo weird (not like its a small town or anything.) kay...thats all :-o

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justplainolemica

Re: rockford, 10-16-03 4:20pm

Rokford Mi. which is a smaller town... but oh well. Thats fun that you read my journal. I always wonder if people do. It makes me happy to know someone does... yet no one tells me what to be for halloween.

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