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| spinoangel (profile) wrote, on 10-15-2003 at 5:35pm | |
| Current mood: melancholy Music: jennifer love hewitt - "you" Subject: *if tomorrow never comes, i would do it all again* |
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| danielle this is what i was humming when we walked to the bus. this just made my day a little brighter- FallenNGAngel: i'm just so loved. KaritTop13: you have no idea. what is today? today is like nothing. i had a quiz in chem. english was boooooooring. joey wouldnt stop asking me to go to homecoming with adam. thats so sad. i had a test in spanish, which was easy, idk how so many people took all period for it. art history was a test. *shrug* i dunno. i don't understand how i feel right now. i can't say i feel torn. i can't say anything. i'm just in that silent thinking mood. i can't... i just can't. the strong emotions tire me out. i'm so happy the first nine weeks are over. sigh. there's just no words to describe how i feel. i want to go to sleep. but then i feel like staying awake and just thinking about things. i feel like i want it to be winter. with the breeze blowing in my hair, i could walk alone in peace. i feel like i want to be in one of those videos of like a slow song and i'll be walking in slow motion and singing softly to myself. that's what i want to do. if only i could. i just want to be with myself. because ya know what happens when other people get involved with my moods? i just get moodier. so i guess... goodbye. ya know how "globes and maps" is how i think he'd be like if something happened? this is how i would be [or already am]... *hold me now. stop the morning light from breaking. something's coming over me. don't know what it is i'm saving. the clock ticks by and it just might change everything. if i don't give you all that's waiting, who knows what tomorrow will bring? if i try not to need you, i'd be hiding from myself. if tomorrow never comes, i would do it all again. if the light never breaks through, i would stay until the end. if i've saved it all for you, i would have my faith again. and then... i would know it's you. won't shed a tear for more than just a moment. try not to let myself go crazy. tomorrow may not come so i won't hold you here, unless you want to fight about it. i will gladly let you in, cuz i don't need to write this ending. if i just trust the stillness, somehow it won't hurt so bad.* |
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angeleyes | hakuna matata, 10-15-03 10:23pm PnAiMySteRiUz27: saddish blah.
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