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| Reigning (profile) wrote, on 10-17-2003 at 6:27am | |
| Written: August 13, 2003 I know I can't have you I know I shouldn't try But when I think about it I shrivel and I cry It's a sad thing How you're always on my mind Tearing me up Keeping me in a bind I hate thinking now Because you're always there Taunting how you're not mine This just isn't fair It's like a part of me is missing My better half is gone In this horrible love triangle I am nothing but a pawn Everyone just moves on It all goes by so fast I can't keep up Because you hold me in the past It happens What can ya do? That's just the way it goes. But God, I miss you Written: August 11, 2003 I used to believe Believed in you What you told me And what you could do A hero A valiant man Will you be him? Is there any way you can? Winded and weak Yet you still stand tall Never hiding Never going to fall A pure soul A heart longing to heal Waiting as you fight You're so very real You're brave You're alive You're strong You'll survive You are my hero. Written: sometime around September I'm drowning. The waters of fear and sorrow fill my lungs. My chest explodes under such great pressure. I pick up the remains and there lies my shattered heart. Fragments of it are thrown so far and crushed so well that it's impossible to mend. Or even make an identifiable shape. It's this terrible sadness. It plagues me. Filling my head with malicious and bloody thoughts. They scream at me. Each little part of my mind producing an image of hellish visions. Each image just keeps screaming until I've lost all hearing. They gouge out my eyes, to take away my sight. But before that, they enter through the pupil, down to the utter pit of my center, my soul. They don't relieve it of all goodness. They don't just simply make it dark, cold and angry. They take it entirely. Stealing my soul, taking it to the depths of all means. Of all existance. And I'm left deaf, blind, and empty. I'm left in a state worse than death. |
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WindedHero | aww, 10-17-03 3:07pm I love you, kate. |