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| eddy (profile) wrote, on 10-17-2003 at 3:19pm | |
| Current mood: crappy Music: Blink 182 - All the small things Subject: It hurts so much........ |
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| Why does my life have to suck all the time?? I cant ever get a guy to begin with, and when I finally do, i cant keep him. Oh well, its nothing new i guess, my life has always been like this. It's always sucked. And the worst part is...while i guess he was liking me less and less, i was liking him more and more. If he was gonna break up with me so soon, why did he even ask me out in the first place?? *sigh* Oh well, I had fun for the what......2 weeks? that it lasted. It was good to have a break from my usual life........Im still kinda unclear as to the reason why though.....and i hate myself right now, im a bad person.........with really low self esteem....for those of you who didnt know that already....... Im really confused right now.....about me really, what kind of person i am.....things i need to change about me,.....maybe then people will like me more......i dunno....i dont know who i am.....i have so many different personalities and in an argument i can see both sides so clearly, I can see so many ways to deal with this....but they all seem so wrong, and then so right, at the same time.....im just so confused............ Those who still care....please let me know..... |
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gravy | 10-17-03 4:32pm :( im sorry Amanda i wish i could help... |
eddy | Re:, 10-17-03 4:37pm Thanks David, ill be ok though, with time....... |
THE+ONE+I+LOVE | 10-17-03 6:55pm amanda....... you should hook up with david.. your always around him and maybe he likes you..!!!! or you could go the nice rout and hook up with me.... i'm jk..... ne ways i'm sorry about nate...... if you need someone to talk to write me a note... see ya monday in school. |
eddy | Re:, 10-17-03 11:31pm David is going out with Jen..... |