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dmlxoxo (profile) wrote,
on 10-17-2003 at 10:40pm
Current mood: happy
Music: perfect- simple plan
today, i found a friend in someone who i always had as a friend but never knew wat kind of a friend she could be. we had an awesome conversation about the stuff that goes on with the people we know, stuff we've experienced, heartbreaks, stuff that bothers us, and of course guys.

it made me feel a lot better to talk to someone about all this stuff bc i really feel like i found someone on my level and someone who really understands what im going through. it helped me to realize wat im really looking for. we talked about taylor and read thru some of our old convos and emails and stuff. it was funny to see how mushy gushy we were with eachother, but it was sad. i dont miss him in the slightest bit, but i miss someone like him. i miss the conversations, i miss tight loving hugs, i miss the way he looked at me, i miss the security of knowing that someone out there cared so much about me, i miss that i could tell him n e thing, and i miss having someone like that...a lot. i want it back. i wanted to cry.

tonite i felt like a loser...nothing to do on a friday nite, makin myself depressed over stuff from the past that made me realize what was missing from my present, and helped me to no wat i need in my future. thanks so much. u made my nite so much better ;)
shnell
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Anonymous

10-17-03 10:51pm

i love u too hun...
MwA

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lizzy

10-18-03 9:38am

although i can't relate to some of your experiences i'm always here for u too sweetie...love ya

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dmlxoxo

Re:, 10-18-03 2:30pm

thanks so much lizzy, i know i can always count on u...ur awesome ;)

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goobs827

10-19-03 6:39pm

danielle dont be sad or depressed! ure the cutest sweetest girl ever..i luv u!!~gabs

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dmlxoxo

Re:, 10-19-03 8:13pm

thanks gabs ;) u can always brighten my day

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