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| jennabear (profile) wrote, on 10-19-2003 at 12:08pm | |
| Current mood: depressed Music: A favor house atlantic Subject: The loss of friends you didn't have |
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| The title has nothing to do with this entry, but I like that line. In fact, it's the exact opposite of what this is about... So, she actually did it. Thursday night, as usual, I went to Ashley's house after class. It seemed like the same even though we both knew that she was leaving in the morning. Well, as I was about to leave, she was about to go to bed, and she kissed her sister on the cheek, and Lindsay started crying, and I walked out of the house and made it to my car before I lost it. I went to the airport with them at a god awful time...but I didn't really say a heartfelt goodbye to her, because words can't explain what she means to me. I told her "bye, have fun" and hugged her. The harder Lindsay cried, the harder I cried. Ever since then, I've been on the verge of tears at all times. I cried like 3 times at work yesterday, over little shit. Shit that I would normally just roll my eyes at. I knew it would be hard. I didn't know it would be this hard. We're in totally different worlds...the weather, the time difference, the relationship status....everything is now so foreign. I miss her so much. I made a lot of mistakes. Mostly, I didn't take enough pictures. Last night before I went to bed, I looked through all my pictures, and I have like...less than twenty...of all the times we spent together, and I have like no pictures... .yeah. |
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| Anonymous | 10-20-03 11:28pm just don't forget jenna
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jennabear | Re:, 10-21-03 8:17am Aww, Sarah, you're the coolest.
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