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| Aaron (profile) wrote, on 10-19-2003 at 7:32pm | |
| Current mood: anxious |
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| so i wait, i look over the facts. she never directly told me she loved me, but she got mad when people told her she didn't. two fridays the friday before last, well, that could be a good day fo acting, but she fit. that's what doesn't make sence. she fit, but she is speaking of being betrayed and and hating someone she said she liked and loved. if it was just love, i would feel better, if it were just like, i would feel worse, but i know deep in my heart that truth hurts most, but lies never heal. i need the truth, who does she hate? who betrayed her? i wasn't begging for her to stay, hell i told her to get to work, but still my pessimistic ways are kicking in and i have no idea what to believe anymore. | |
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shalee | 10-19-03 7:47pm no! not you! never you! dont ever think that! It was Alex! ALEX! NOT YOU!!! |
| Aaron | Re:, 10-19-03 7:53pm ahh.... relief.... i was scarred shitless. i was shaking so much when i sharpened a pencil it snapped in halph. i still am shaking. i was so scared. i was thinking about taking apart another razor and slitting my throat. but it's ok now, isn't it? oh fuck i'm crying. it's strange how you don't ever cry until the relief comes. i guess it's easier to cry when the pain is gone. |
| shalee | Re: Re:, 10-19-03 7:57pm im sorry.. i didnt mean to scare you.. |
Aerii | Re:, 10-19-03 11:56pm .... |
| Aaron | Re: Re:, 10-20-03 12:58am well, tori, i'm just paranoid. you don't have to be sorry. |
| chocolatemilk | Re: Re: Re:, 10-20-03 1:05am i am the most confuzested person ever. |
| Aaron | Re: Re: Re: Re:, 10-20-03 9:25pm yeah, well, i thought for a minute that tori hated me. but she doesn't.... she loves me....-wiggles-.......-smiles-........ and she's wearing the necklace i gave her... i wore that chain for over two years straight. i took my showers with it on, and so it's sanitary, and i know the chain is water proof, and the thingy-ma-bober most likely is..................................................................................................................... |
| shalee | Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:, 10-20-03 10:11pm -has solemly sworn never to take it off, and who ever tries to makes me could quite possibly end up dead -holds up spoon- |
| Aaron | Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:, 10-21-03 11:10am spoon of temptation? spoon of scoopingness? spoon of THE TWITCH?!?!?!?!?!??!!??!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!? *glass shatters and babies start to cry* |