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| dmlxoxo (profile) wrote, on 10-20-2003 at 8:14pm | |
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| I learned something about myself today that scares me a little. my biggest fear is being let down. im one whos known for getting my hopes up too high, and today was a reality check. i get up on natural highs too often, and am let down just as much. i cant help it, i just wish and hope and pray that things will happen, my mind gets infauated with the thought of things, that i take it to new extremities within myself and i trick myself into believing that something will come out of my hopes. more often than not, my hopes are crushed, bringing me down to a low that lasts for a few days. i hate that, i hate being sad. overall, im a very happy person. i enjoy laughing and having a good time, and usually i can find good in bad situations, but its characteristic of me, a picies, a dreamer, to do this to myself. i cant control it. i want to stop, i dont know how. i dont want to get my hopes up for something that barely exists, only within the boundless mass of my mind. i dont know wats wrong with me these past few days but ive been so high and so low. i want to be happy all the time again. im sure it will come back, but i want the happy to come home now..... | |
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spacester3 | DANIELLE!!, 10-20-03 9:47pm i swear its true...i dont like this entry it makes me sad...i didnt lie to you s times 10 plus 4!! trust me...lol love ya babe |
| Anonymous | 10-21-03 6:37pm must it come down to nasty comments again? FUCK YOU. thats all i have to say. u dont even fucking know what that entry is in refrence to! and guess what else, if u dont like the things i write in MY journal, where i can write whatever i want, then dont read them. shut the fuck up and NEVER read my journal again. i hate ppl like u who comment but r too afraid to even write their name. im not the faggot in the situation....
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