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| mle (profile) wrote, on 9-29-2002 at 4:28pm | |
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ok, call me slow, but it just hit me. in a big, big way. so i only have 3 junior's school pic's.. and 1 is my cousin from detroit. in other words, i have no friends from west. like, yea, aquaintances. but no real friends. this is going to be a problem next year. i just hope most of my friends go to college in town. another thing thats changed: the ass has no job. so, no money. no sanity. with him chillin around the house all the time, im going insane. i hate him. if he gets a job in town, i will shoot myself. there is *no* way i can live with him here 24/7 for the next 2 years. yesterday was a perfect example. i wrote today! good ones too! :) so excited. we have a WCCW (west catholic creative writing) gathering tues morning, and ive got sumthin good to share so im all releived/pumped. i dont like how things are. the people i was so close to... mean nothing now. i feel like nothing. but then i dont. i have friends.. but since theyre all seniors at christian, its kidna inconvient. yea.. and im also gettin into bad things to solve my problems. i guess its only a matter of time before someone sees the scars. but i dont care. it doesnt hurt in the least. and focusing on it just washes a releiving apathy over me. i dont know where im going with this. im in a weird mood. mle |
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spud | 09-29-02 4:52pm i remember creative writing.
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| mle | Re:, 09-29-02 7:30pm oh yea. only now its not stupid stories about randomness. its meaningful :)
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