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| brutisimo (profile) wrote, on 10-20-2003 at 11:14pm | |
| Current mood: restless Music: Mandy Moore...don't judge... |
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| Well today was not too bad...something is bothering me though, but i don't know what it is. i feel like something should be happening or is going to happen, but i dont know what it is...i dont know...i dont know how to explain it...something is missing... Ahhhh i am such a f-wording girl!!!!S-word!!! I hate it when people are like i am right now...i cant help it but everyone is on my nerves too... Oh My god...everyone has been ripping on me too, i drank this weekend...so what...people drink all of the time...why is it such a big dealthat i did...i grrrr...i dont think i was THAT annoying or anything...GOD!!!! I hate it here i wanna go home!!! I am tired of pretending all of the time...ahhhhhhh people here judge WAY too much!!! I am a good person, i am dependable, and friendly and i put up with a lot of crap...i need people to LAY OFF DAMN IT!!! |
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syrk1 | 10-21-03 7:46am I'm sorry I was knocking on you about the weekend. No, you were not that bad drunk. I was in a cranky mood myself that didn't help much. I am glad you had fun Saturday night with the kids in the study lounge. Sorry, I was making fun of you. I think Ricci kind of over exaggerated what I said to her about it. Don't worry, if you enjoyed yourself ignore us dumb asses...I say if you can handle the alcohol and not puke and not have hang overs than enjoy yourself and be happy! SMILE!
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jhight1314 | 10-22-03 9:17pm That is how I felt last year and some of this year. It seems like you are always on stage and people are judging you for everything you do instead of just accepting any flaws that they may perceive. I ended up having to act somewhat fake in order to get on good graces and it pissed me off. As bad as it sounds, you can't always act like you did at home. We all aren't like your friends back home and don't react the same way. My actions seemed normal at home, but came out as an ass here, go figure. |