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| twiztidclown (profile) wrote, on 10-21-2003 at 11:31am | |
| Current mood: contemplative Music: perfect circle - weak and powerless Subject: 300 miles |
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| i may be 300 miles a wya from home , 5 hours away but u know shit still is effecting me from home. nichole is in lots fo trouble i guess and its all my fault. why cant life ever just forget that i am here so maybe i can have a peacefull period instead of getting shit on. it sucks if things go good for me right after that its like it hits a sinkhole and just disapears . im so stressed that i got sick last night with dry heaves. and extreamly dizzy. idk what to do anymore should i say fuck michigan and forget about everyone and everything there? if so then i dont have to worry about the problems there . but then that means no nichole and ......idk. should i try and deal with it and just dig threw the pile of crap that has been bestowed apoun me ? im just not sure anymore...i truely do care about nichole and all my other friends back home but theres always so much drama back in michgan...maybe i should just her a favor and just disipear in the the indiana night bc that what i wont cause more problems and trouble for her.i know it will be hard for me and im sure she wouldnt like that idea but if it wasnt for me she would be getting into the trouble shes gotten into and is in. and also i wont have to worry about hurtting her ideal life that she has tryed so hard to stay on the path that she original wanted if i go then she can take that path again and maybe straiten it back out again. im 50-50 on all this. but maybe it would be for the best it will inflict lots of pain im sure but time heals all wounds and even though wonds may leave scars it still wont be as bad as if i were to stay in the picture. maybe its for the best i do disipear............... if u have any comments please help me... |
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Outsyder18 | 10-21-03 9:37pm Sorry I missed seeing you that one day. Works a bitch and had me work longer then I thought I would have too. Sorry man that shits going down hill for you. Leave me a email if you ever need someone to talk to. Your still one of my really good friends Billy and I will always be here for you. |
twiztidclown | Re:, 10-23-03 3:03pm thanx dude , whats ur email ? things are getting a little better bc i havnt talked to anyone back home so if i dont know whats going on it dont effect me. |