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| Kandy (profile) wrote, on 10-21-2003 at 8:19pm | |
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| thing just keep going downhill. in my life and relationships. with some friends and with james. like when things finally looks up the world tips over and topples me on my ass, with no damn warning! *sighs* I'm at a point where I don't know what the hell to do or where the hell to go. Both personally and career-wise. I'm supposed to be signing up for colleges but I have to take the ACTs and if I don't do well, then I'm sure my parents will be dissappointed. Sure I'll be upset but only to a point. I already know what colleges I'd like to go to... and then if that really does work, finacially and all, then if this relationship is serious and real how am I supposed to keep it when we're at two different levels and most likely two different states. *sighs* god for more than 3 weeks i believe I've been in an almost constant state of depression. Brought on by thinking way to damn much. and having way to much input from sources other than my boyfriend. Friends finally wanna be my friend but I barely have time * like them* and can hardly make any plans. People try to give me advice about james or college and its never much I haven't heard. And the advice comes from many people who care alot about me. So I'm stuck.... not knowing what to do. | |
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dead_head | 10-21-03 9:00pm funny, because no matter how many times you tell me something is wrong, there is nothing wrong. I've invited you over, i've spent time with you, i've called you, i've done lots of things for you. Then you tell me i don't really participate in our relationship. If you see something wrong with it then there must be unhappy with me and should find someone who makes you happy. Funny how no matter how many people tell me to break up with you i don't listen, yet you listen to everyone. I guess I just don't stand a chance. |
Tina | Re, 10-21-03 9:28pm Hun, I am just trying to be your friend thats all.....just tell me to back off and don't give advice and I will stop. Thats all its takes.....I might not agree but I will do what you ask! |
Angel_Bob | 10-21-03 10:17pm Aw, I'm sorry. Don't worry about it. Thing's will get better.
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