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| -glassxroses- (profile) wrote, on 10-22-2003 at 7:09pm | |
| Current mood: numb Music: zebrahead- what's going on Subject: it never changes |
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| i dont feel. it's all the same, every single day and i havent actually FELT for months... ive just kind of BEEN. I have just been spinning around on the planet in a constant cycle like everyone else. and we are trapped. everyone sees that we are trapped, but noone wants to admit it. there is no way to break this cycle. and even if you could, what would you do? i mean, your daily routine is the same. your weekends are the same. your life is pointless and the same as everyone elses: you are born, you go to school, you get a job, you reproduce, you die. occasionally out of order, but there really is no difference in it. you procreate so that there are more pointless beings. and i dont think the real question is what is the meaning of it all, or why are we in this cycle of birth and death... but the real question is: why do we so desperately WANT to be a part of this useless, endless, ring of "life as we know it"? Why do we want to? | |
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LittleLady | i LOVE JACKiE!, 10-22-03 10:40pm You sound numb, my Jackie...A feeling I can relate to. And I'm sorry that you're feeling this way because I hate(d) it. It is/was better then hurting though. But, it's kind of a "I don't really know how to feel...or what to feel.. or why I should bother feeling." Is that how it is for you? Because it's that indecision that actaully is worse then hurting. That feeling of uncertain nothingness.
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-eskimokisses- | yo, 10-23-03 10:41am i wrote like the same thing chek it out |