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| mannlyguy (profile) wrote, on 3-12-2002 at 11:37pm | |
| Current mood: accomplished Music: Cypress Hill- Rap Superstar |
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| I don't know why I feel accomplished, I just do. I think that maybe it's because a friend of mine has now found his true partner in life, I do believe. It's kinda hard to see them together, even though they aren't truely together they are just dating exclusively, because I still feel for the woman involved. It's been a long time since she and I went out but I still feel for her. I have a girlfriend for almost 8 months now, and I am truely happy but there is still that small portion of me that longs to be apart of my past relationship once again. I will not interfere because of three reason, 1)I'm happy with the girl that I have now and don't want to loose that for anything, 2)I know what it's like to have someone taken from you when you are going out with them and I don't want to see anyone go through that, and 3)I have to much respect for my friends and the 2 people that are refered to in this entry are both my friends. I will live my life with the feelings that I have because I know that there is nothing that will come of them again. I wish you 2 luck in your future together and hope that that future is long for you as a couple. If my girlfriend is reading this then I want you to know that I love you and I always will for the rest of my life. I hope that we are together for all of time and that we are happy together. I know that we are happy right now and I have never been happier at any other point in my lifetime than now. I hope that that continues forever. Well it's getting late and I need to sleep. Good night to all and sweet dreams. | |
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wafflehouse | Thanks..., 03-13-02 12:12pm Derek, thankyou for all of your support...it's appreciated...bro's always!!! |
peachesncream13 | I understand..., 03-13-02 12:59pm Hey, I can definately see where you are coming from. I have still, and always will have feelings for you, but there is probably no chance of them ever turning into anything. For once I am happy and content with my life. I seem to have everything I need and want. I mean, I finally know what I want(as in a relationship) and you know who that is with. And as for you and Laura, I am extremly happy for you. You guys are the cutest and most happiest couple I have ever seen! I can just see how much you love each other when you guys look into each others eyes. And thats what I want with someone, and I'm hoping that will be happening soon. I just gotta start out slow...then work my way into the more serious type of relationship. Well, I better let you go. Just wanted to say thanks for helping Sean out, and thanks for just always being there for him (and me), you really are a terrific person and an excellent friend, dont let anyone tell you otherwise. Bye. |