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punkxtrixie (profile) wrote, on 10-23-2003 at 7:22pm | |
Current mood: sleepy Music: Subject: eh...you dont wanna know what happened to me... |
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yea so...i havent updated in forever and people should be noticing by now that i havent been at school in forever, now why is that? lets see...i decided to slit my wrists..and unfortunately im still here...so then i just decided to fucking attack my arm and its like...all cut up and bleeding and then my mom freaked out took me to the hospital...i was in rehab...then they were cleaning my cuts...and it burned so0 bad... eh...it was painful...and uhm...then they put alcohol on them...and now they are all puffy and just scars...so yea...its nasty, and i am ashamed. i need to change this journal again...haha...wow im always doing that...but i think i have an idea of what its going to look like this time... and jason and i have been together for like...3 solid weeks...thats amazing...becoz i am really weird and i still am hopelessly in love with this other guy...but no one compares to jason... i dont know what i'd do without him...i love you so0 much jason!! yea so...im at home...and its boring, i miss my friends at holly hill...bleh...thats so pathetic... i wish i were there now... and i dont want to eat... and thats extremely weird for me... i am a big fat pig...heh. i need to talk to some people... but no ones on...GET ON PEOPLE! also...no one comments in my journal...so LEAVE A COMMENT! grr...whatever, ill just...write more later or whatever. |
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Anonymous | Chaz, 10-28-03 3:43pm whit. i havent forgotten about you. even though we never talk anymore..
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Anonymous | Chaz, 10-28-03 3:44pm whit. i havent forgotten about you. even though we never talk anymore..
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