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tinaker (profile) wrote,
on 10-25-2003 at 7:09am
Current mood: Eep
Music: Um um, Oldies..
Subject: Eep!
Ack, ack. I had a picture up that I somehow forgot, in a picture directory, and someone noticed it. Eep. My face is a little flushed right now. I can't help but smile, but eep, it's one of those things that slightly embarrasses you in as good a way as possible. An unexpected sort of thing. Little weird for me. Heh. Eep.

A while ago, someone asked me what I was doing. I told them I was drawing. They asked if they could see it, I said I'd take a picture, and they commented that I could have my face somewhere in there, and I thought of it and thought of it some more and thought sure why not. Took the picture, it was a good one of the anime guy I drew, and then showed it to them. I think they liked the picture, even though I don't think they're into anime, and I felt a little giggly. And um. Forgot about it. It's about ten times bigger than normal pictures I show, eep. And the website that hosts the pictures has no delete function. Eep.

I was complimented but I didn't really say thank you as kind as I could have. Just a little surprise sort of unexpected thing really. Eep. I haven't blushed in a very long time. Oh my.

And then looking at the billboard sized picture some more I'm thinking I look a little snobbish, but there's a good explanation for that! (I don't think I'm snotty..) I was looking at the monitor. :( I wanted to make sure the anime drawing showed up good, and eep. I'm blushing way too much. I feel like such a little girl. :P

Sorry for this girly girl entry, heh. Just when I feel strongly about something, or a strong emotion I should say, I feel like it's worth mentioning. And that, if I ever need to feel the same away again, I could look it up and hopefully feel like that. Like happy entries, you know? Oh my. Tonight has been one surprise after another. And I don't use the term 'embarrassed' as a bad thing, I'm sure it's good to blush a little and reaffirm myself that I have feelings. Eep. Sorry Turok if I seemed rude.
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mixtapesandmemories

hi, 10-25-03 4:11pm

You seem very interesting and awesome.

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tinaker

Re: hi, 10-25-03 4:49pm

Thank you, I really appreciate that, it makes me feel good. Interesting is a great quality, awesome too.

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