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| fraggle (profile) wrote, on 10-2-2002 at 3:13pm | |
| Music: New Found Glory~ Head On Collision Subject: Death? |
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| Well, I think today is the day to start getting into this. I recently found out that this guy I asked to homecoming that said no because he didn't want to go is now going with one of the "perfect" girls... You know pretty, skinny, funny, smart. Everything that I am not and will never be. I want to give up on everything... including my life. It seems pointless to feel this way all the time, to put on a show everytime you are around someone. Not that it was just that one person to make me feel this way... It has acumulated over the years. I never wanted to be alone, but then I got so used to it I know that that is the way it is going to be.Just like how uncomfortable I get when someone gives me a comment. I don't like it. I would rather have someone say something mean to me than nice. I dont know what to say or do. All the songs I listen to seem to be about being with someone. I know that that will never be me. There are more woman than men in this world and more than likely I will be one of the woman that doesn't have a man. I just don't know what to do with my life. I was thinking last night that maybe I should just stay in my bed all day. I hate the way that guys treat me. Am I a nice person? Isn't that all that I should be judged on? O-well I may never know... Later, ~Fraggle~ |
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rayray | hO hUm, 10-02-02 3:28pm things should get better. i know how you feel.. i don't want to live either.. so why don't we die together..but i would rather die happy than die sad and lonely. but yeah. guys are ass holes. and he's a cock muncher for doing that. but don't let that bring ya down so much. and you are a nice person. and you are one of my best friend.. but yeah.. i gotta go.. ttyl
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Durin | hey, 10-02-02 4:04pm its alright ally, not all of us are bad ppl...im sorry your having it bad, i am too. well gatta run lataz
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