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Aaron (profile) wrote,
on 10-26-2003 at 12:09am
Current mood: scared
Music: Whiteflag
I hear tori talk about suicide and it scares the shit out of me because i know that she really is capable of it. i feel like i should be doing something about it, but what can i do? i feel almost like i'm not being good enough for her...... I told her i loved her at the movie, and on the bus, i think i'm creeping her out...
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blackcandynecklace

10-26-03 11:03am

i know your in a really tuff situation... but you have to do somthing. if your the only one who knows and she does do somthign how would you feel? i told someone that i wanted to die in 7t grade and she never did anything. i've attemted suicide countless times and finally last year i actually did somthign serious enough that i would have died.. but my parents found me passed out and i ogt help. i'm soo much better than i was but i still have a ong way to go. if you really do love her then you really do need to tell someone. you have no idea how much i hate that girl for not telling anyone. i would have gotten better a really long time ago and all this shit wouldn't have hppened. if you think she will posibly do i then you need to do somthign soon. i know i's alot on your back... but i'm seeing it from her point of view. i'm positive if she's telling you about it then she really does want somthing to change.. i promise that and she might not admit that in the beginingbut you need to decide if you rather have her love you in her casket or if you want her alive. :::hugg::: i know that was harsh but it's sooo true. don't wait for her to attempt.. it might be too late. i wanna talk to you about this.. but if you rather not it's cool. email me blkcandynecklace@aol.com

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shalee

Re:, 10-26-03 5:01pm

People like you really piss me off. You are seeing NOTHING from my point of view, so you can fuck off already. And I have said nothing about wanting to commit suicide. I was merely saying someone in my family did it. So please, stop trying to save the world and fuck off.

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shalee

Re: Re:, 10-26-03 10:30pm

-reads that again and has more to say- Yeah, I'm sorry I got to pissed off... but seriously, this is complete shit. I havent been telling people I was going to commit suicide, I only commented on it in my journal. A lot happened, it freaked me out, yeah okay, can we get over it now? Anyways, I could never go through with anything like that. How could I? I've got too much going for me now. And it would be stupid to leave it all behind. I have people who care now. People who love me. People who I love. I'm not letting go.. so please.. dont worry about me. If anything like that ever crossed my mind though, Paul would be the first to know, and he would know if it was serious enough to do something about it.. so please.. dont worry

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blackcandynecklace

Re: Re: Re:, 10-26-03 10:55pm

i'm sorry.. i just worry about everyone ::hugg:: i'm sorry and i'm glad that your ok

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shalee

Re: Re: Re: Re:, 10-26-03 11:03pm

thank you.. -smiles- It's good to know someone cares..

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