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| BrownIedMissJ (profile) wrote, on 10-28-2003 at 6:00pm | |
| Music: Rain on Me Subject: ..... |
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| Today was a petty much average day till i got home. I (accidentally) ask my boy friend a question that i prolly shouldn't have ask. And i'm sorry but u all can't noe what it was ya nosey ppl, and someone(Ray A.W.P.) betta not open their (his) mouth about it. But it is makin me so sad. I don't know why I keep bein so mean cus he is always so nice to me and im barely eva nice to him. He is such a sweety and all those stank hephas who are like "ummmm hmmmmm" rite now can just keep talkin to someone who wann hear it. Alot of ppl don't think he is nice or even worth my time but he treats me like a princess and some of u gurls can say the same thing, but the only difference is im tellin the truth. I can't beileve im so mean to him. And all this stuff that i write in here for the whole U.S to read, is stuff i can't even tell him. He always tells me dat he loves me and w/e but he can accually tell me why and not hold stuff back. I think i can't tell nobody cus ppl i know and call my friends always talk about ppl and i can't tell ppl stuff if they gonna talk bout ppl, cus one of my secrets could just come out durin' them talkin to someone else bout me. And sometimes u just have to take the chance and judge some a the ppl you've known for a while and you just have to know who will tell your buisiness and who won't. But i only have one real person i trust and love and it's nice to have someone to trust even if it is just one person, ya noe? And i have one other person who i almost trust fully and i just hurt their feelins so i don't even noe what might happen. So all i can do is talk to the person i do put all my trust in ( and yes all, so don't do somethin stupid to mess it up). I just feel so bad right now! I love him so much. I also think i might just be lovin him so much cus he's the first person i've loved. But i can't take a chance and mess that up. Any way i will prolly type some more l8ter i feel like lettin out some sorrow on my piano, im not good enough to play songs full of sorrow but who cares i can try. Bye Love You *Muah* *Of all the things i've ever said And of everything i've ever done This must be the meanest one And everytime i think of u I smile from the inside out That takes away all my doubts And makes me know I love you* |
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flyygurl214 | 10-28-03 8:12pm ::to anyone who wonders::
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| Dismyun | Re:, 10-29-03 1:27pm Amen!
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| flyygurl214 | Re: Re:, 11-09-03 7:22am yall never tell me anything ::tear tear:: |