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| Angel_Bob (profile) wrote, on 10-29-2003 at 8:19pm | |
| Current mood: weirded out Music: All These Things by Benton Falls Subject: Practice random kindness and senseless acts of beauty |
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| I wish I knew what to do I wish I knew how to help you All I can say is that I've been down that road before. With Derick and all... You'll have to ask Kristy or Kelly or Katie or someone about him though. I don't wish to speak of it. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I'll take you down the only road I've ever been down... You know the one that takes you to the places where all the veins meet, yeah You know I can't change, I can't change, I can't change But I'm here in my mold, I am here in my mold And I'm a million different people from one day to the next ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I was writing in my notebook instead of taking notes in Chemistry. After a few minutes, I got to the point where you just write and don't even realize what's coming out. That's when you write the things you've never thought about before. When you reach what is hidden in the back of your mind. That's when you see what you've missed. You're freaked out a little because you've never noticed some of these thoughts in the back of your mind. And you smile. Then you think about it and it makes you sad... How could I have not noticed? We're two halves of one whole. Two sides of one coin. And it makes you disappear from what's going on... You think. You're no longer living your life. You're thinking it. And it makes you want to cry. Maybe I'll show you what I mean someday. It's right there in my notebook. All my hopes and all my fears until I reached the point of thoughtlessness...or thoughtfullness... When Stargirl got slapped by Hillari Kimble, what did she do? How many of us would do that? I would. "Maybe I should hate you for this Never really did ever quite get that... I'd never lie to you Unless I had to I'll do what I got to Unless I had to I'll do what I got to The truth Is you could slit my throat And with my one last gasping breath I'd apologize for bleeding on your shirt" I love you all. |
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Shinigami | 10-29-03 8:41pm Wakaru. Wakari o toi masu. |
evilgirl28666 | 10-30-03 7:02am ive written like that...its cool and scary..
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Angel_Bob | Re:, 10-30-03 4:35pm You're welcome...anytime.
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