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| SinfulDarkness (profile) wrote, on 10-30-2003 at 8:28pm | |
| Current mood: gloomy |
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| Hi ppl...thought I would update this thing and kinda "vent" if ya wanna put it like that...I am depressed...having one of the depressed spells again...I've been really sad lately about guys, I really miss having a boyfriend and stuff, I went from having tons of bfs in Middle School to having none so far in High School, I guess since I am darker this year and the guys at my school dress in Hollister and American Eagle stuff , I guess they dont wanna date a "goth girl" they want a barbie, a fake lil thing that prances around with her lip gloss and cell phones in these huge ass sandals that no one can walk in and there Abercrombie and Fitch clothes...we have like 5 goths? and they are all older and taken...and then the ONE guy I like...ya I dont think he likes me...we r friends and he talks to me everyday but I doubt he would ever date me...I mean I consider myslef okay looking...well maybe more than okay but I dont wanna sound conceeded, I am short like 5'1 blonde long hair, not a twig but not fat, just rigtht I guess, aqua eyes and big (annoying) boobs lol...the only things I would change about myself is my nose cuze I think its too big and I dont like the stupid fucking bumb, and I would make my lips bigger and I think thats about it? I dunno it just pisses me off that these fake girls get boyfriends and then all the girls who r real dont get a lot, like most of my friends have bfs, maybe thats also y I am sad cuze my friends are in like in love with great guys and they talk about them a lot...and then I dont have anyone, no one to hug or hold hands with and kiss like I use too...maybe things will get better, at least I hope they will I guess, sry to bore you ppl, just wanted to get that off my chest... | |
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explicitpunk13 | 10-31-03 11:33pm i felt the same way last year, but i have a great b/f now..hez just like me. but last year, that used to really get me down too, cuz n the hall i would always c all these couples all up on eachother, and i would miss it 2. all i have 2 say is good luck and just b urself, and dont b a poser, and u'll fynd a guy just ryte 4 u |