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painttheskywithstars (profile) wrote,
on 10-31-2003 at 1:16am
Current mood: depressed
Music: Pilate - 'Collide' and 'Alright'
Subject: take me away...
I'm surprised I've made it this far
Cause this weather isn't making it easy on me
These windy nights, cool enough for a sweater
You're replaced by a warm sweater.. and I, by a warm body
I miss you so much sometimes.
Tonight, I took every possible long way home
But I stayed on my side of the town
You haven't called.
So i guess this terrible feeling is what it feels like to have no one care about you.
Nobody waiting up for you.
No one wondering why you haven't come home.
Lonely.
With the windows down, Pilate playing, and a knot of sadness in my heart, I drove street after street and down by the beach
It was a beautiful night.
A perfect night.
Burning gas away, burning thoughts of us into the sky, burning the tears back into my eyes.
I was driving to stay in the slow motion that I was drowning myself in.
Remember that trick you told me about? Flashing your high beams at redlights..
I always do it, and it never works.. but it always manages to make me smile.
Towards the end of the cd.. i started to go home, but the stars were crying for attention, so I stopped to lose myself in them.
I saw one fall.
I always feel so chosen when I see a star fall.
I stared in awe for an hour, at my movie screen in the sky, until a thick, white cloud covered the scene of beauty.
Had it not been for that cloud, I might have stayed there lost forever, in my stellar cure for the absence of you.
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Anonymous

11-01-03 2:14am

Sometimes the road to success is more important then succeeding.

--Jamin

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StrawberryFieldsForever

11-02-03 5:55pm

wow. you really have too much time on your hands.
instead of wasting your gas and staring at burning balls of gas in the sky, you and me should go down to some bars in miami and drink our worries away!! it'd be great! and then after we get really fucked up, we can get matching tattoos, and then go streaking!!! YESS!!!!

so what are you doing this satuday night?

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Anonymous

11-07-03 11:47am

dance you fucker dance you fucker dont you dare dont you dare dont you flan in the face

--Jamin

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Anonymous

11-14-03 1:46pm

Stop thinking about Him, He's not worth the price of gas these days. but if it's this hurt that makes you write such awesome stuff, then maybe it wasn't all for nothing.

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