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| Aaron (profile) wrote, on 11-1-2003 at 11:54am | |
| I had a dream last night, and a vision right before i fell asleep. the dream was the mirror room again...i can't stand that one. the vision, was bits and peices flashing through my head really fast. random things. like this thing about tori and there was one with nora in it...and things about my past. the more grotesque moments. and there was a little i think might have been future, but i don't care as much about what i found in that going back through it and thinking than what i found in the past. something is definatly not right. and the mirror room was different. there were three people i watched die...normally there is ten or fifteen. there were three outside of the circle and as always me and one other person. i watched three of my friends die. don't you see morgan, your not the only one with dreams like that. they're horrible but you can learn so much from them. they're like the bleeding room...the real bleeding room, not my bleeding room. stay strong, take the pain, and you have the world at your finger tips, for knowledge is the most powerful weapon of all.i wish somedays i could die and that'd be all better, but i have to live. i have a purpose. i have a fate elsewhere that i have to fight for and acheive. i don't believe its dead in a road next to tori, or in a room full of mirrors outside of the protective circle, waiting for my reflection to fade from every mirror, one by one, so then i sort of pop and fall to the ground as though i were hit with a shotgun from all sides like the other people do...one by one...it feels like years you stand there. nor is my fate in the wreched bleeding room, or in the mantion, nor yours, nor tori's, nat as long as can do anything to prevent it. i'm sorry you suffer like this. i wish i could help...but there is nothing we can do. just power through it. it'll be better one day. we can live somewhere else i have dreams and very clear drawn out visions of it all the time. we're older, much older, but we're happy. you me and tori. i don't see alex or mandy. i know mandy couldn't come, and alex just doesn't want to. it's the three of us, free, when i sit down and go into a thinking trance, i see that alot. i think in pictures not words, and i see that so often, and i get this feeling in my gut like i know that one day, we'll be there. so there morgan, you can have a little hope. my comlpimants to the chef. | |
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chocolatemilk | 11-01-03 10:03pm I hate mirrors. Why would you have dreams with Nora in them?...Who are the three friends that die...? |
chocolatemilk | :P, 11-01-03 10:12pm What does this mean? I know Mandy wouldn't want to come? Where would i not like to go? Alex and i never get what you guys talk about. You confusing turds. :P |
chocolatemilk | :P, 11-01-03 10:12pm What does this mean? I know Mandy wouldn't want to come? Where would i not like to go? Alex and i never get what you guys talk about. You confusing turds. :P |
| Aaron | Re: :P, 11-01-03 11:49pm you wouldn't understand, that's why you'll stay here. alex can, but feels more pain here. and i don't know, maybe one day you'll understand where we're going. but before you can do that, you must know where you are. |
| chocolatemilk | Re: Re: :P, 11-05-03 10:04pm Mh HMM....yea..but see im not like you, i really dont care. I dont believe in that kind of stuff. |