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| sendmemoney (profile) wrote, on 11-2-2003 at 6:27pm | |
| Current mood: lonely Music: destiny's child - if you leave |
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| after getting nothing but good-byes every weekend after too-short weekend , for you to walk away without even a backwards glance was every one of those sundays combined without the hope of another friday afternoon , and i can't handle the sundays with hope . i grabbed your arm and i begged and i cried and it was all i could do to look you in the eyes for the second you allowed me to . ( when you look somebody in the eyes , it's easier for them to read what's inside yours , and most of the time i'd rather avoid that - that's why ) . the sun highlighted the paved sidewalk and determination that lasted long past lyons road ( the second time ) and i shielded my eyes from your blinding glances cast so nonchalantly upon me . a million thoughts were running though my head faster than i could even process them , but i knew it wasn't going to be anything i said , so i ignored them and studied the sidewalk and kept walking . if only it was as simple as an apology . if only it hadn't come to that . but hey ... all's well that end's well . but i'm still left wondering what's going to happen when the day comes that your arm doesn't fall so naturally around me after three quarters of a mile , and you're a little more set on escaping my badly driven car . you can't sit there and tell me not to question that , because you have all the right in the world to question it yourself . but when i throw my dignity out the window and go sprinting after you with my hair tangled and eyeliner dripping down to my chin , you mean a little more to me than the average person . and when i walk three quarters of a mile in the florida sun in equally unattractive conditions , it would indicate that you mean quite a bit more . so , i love you . don't ever fucking leave me like that . | |
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songsoffreedom | 11-02-03 9:19pm ill try but i hate white people |