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HollishDanishM (profile) wrote, on 11-4-2003 at 12:46pm | |
Current mood: creative Music: Spread- Outkast Subject: Feeling Inspired |
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As I was browsing through different woohus today, I stumbled upon Dorina's. She has now inspired me to say something to affect everyone, or at least the very few people that actually read this. So expect a very creative side of me today, that you may never have seen before. Or maybe you have. Today is my brother's, Peter's, birthday. He turned five, and is turning into a big boy in my mind. But when I look at him, I still see a baby maybe because I am so much older than him. I remember when I was five, I felt unstoppable and very powerful. Things were so simple then. You made new friends all the time, you played all day, and you had no real problems. Sometimes I crave to get those times back, and it has always bothered me how I took things for granted when I was once a little naive, innocent girl. I can still remember many of my thoughts and feelings from that time, and they were neither deep or emotional. If I, just for a few hours maybe, could go back to that I would. It just now, that we have so many problems we struggle with everyday, seems like such a wonderful time. And as the years pass by, you look at yourself. Everchanging, getting more complicated year after year. When I was twelf, I felt a lot more at ease than I do now. It's rather strange how that goes, you would think that as you grow older you learn more. The more knowledge, the more problems you find I think. Even though we say that we don't go looking for trouble, I think everyone does. Every move you make, is just a problem waiting to happen. Most, anyway. When you start loving someone special, you never think of the concequenses of your actions and you never think of how hurt you could get in the process. You cannot live your life thinking like this of course, but it is an interesting idea to keep in mind. Love yourself, love your friends, love your life. Peace y'all |
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dough | 11-04-03 1:04pm Five was a pretty amazing time...gee i wish that i could go back there...................................................................................................................................................
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dough | Re:, 11-04-03 1:05pm HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOUR BRO TOO!!! I LOVE YOU PETER!!! HAVE A GREAT FIFTH BDAY!! MWAH! xoxoxoxoxoxoox |