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| fraggle (profile) wrote, on 10-10-2002 at 3:58pm | |
| Current mood: calm Music: none Subject: I have no one... |
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| It seems to me now that I have no one and will never have anyone. I will be alone for the rest of my life. I always think about those movies where they end up knowing that they love someone and I would much rather watch them than have that happen to me. I just know that it would never feel the same as it is portrayed in the movies. Like in a walk to remember. I wish some guy would love me that much but it is hard enough right now trying to get a guy to at least look at me let alone love me. I really don't know right now what I am suppose to be doing with my life. In school we are suppose to have a pathway. Well I havn't decided mine yet. I don't know what I want to be. It is too hard to make that kind of a decison that early in my life. I havn't experienced things yet to realize what life is like. In all reality I wish I didn't have to choose. I want to be 50 different things and I will never be able to do all of them... so what am I suppose to do? Later ~red~ |
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rayray | Sorry bud!, 10-10-02 4:34pm I know how ya feel. I hate watching movies where people fall in love and have perfect lives. Its too fake. NO ONES life is perfect. I would much rather watch a movie where people die bc thats more real than people falling in love and being happy forever. Whoever is happy all the time is on some serious crack and needs to give some to me. I want to have someone love me the way whats his face does on a walk to remember. That movie was sad and i cried. I want to live a happy life or atleast a semi happy life but i have nothing to be happy about. Bc life is a bunch of fucking bull shit. well latas!~
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