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| Upchuck (profile) wrote, on 3-16-2002 at 7:40pm | |
| Current mood: tired Music: "A Horse With No Name" America |
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| Today was just a day. To clarify one thing, I don't get up in the morning and put on a face. I am happy and I'm not sad and depressed every single day when I wake up in the morning. I used to be but I'm not anymore. There are just times when I feel worthless, especially when I've screwed up. So I hide it. All the outgoing stuff I enjoy, I like being able to have fun but I think it gets in the way of how I actually am sometimes and it doesn't let people see the true me, or what I feel is the true me. The song is because I wished I was in a desert on a horse with no name and nobody could bother me. Although I am an inherently social person, I still feel it would be nice to be alone a lot. I just want to go out and have some fun. Is there anybody out there that wants to have some fun too? |
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mystickittie | 03-17-02 7:13pm i want to have fun |